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The Grapes of Wrath John Steinbeck Copyright 1939 John Steinbeck To CAROL Who willed this book To TOM Who lived it 1 TO THE RED COUNTRY and part of the gray country of Oklahoma, the last rains came gently, and they did not cut the scar red earth. The plows crossed and recrossed the rivulet marks. The last rains lifted the co rn quickly and scattered weed colonies and grass along the sides of the roads so that the gray country and the dark red country began to disappear under a green cover. In the last part of May the sky \ grew pale and the clouds that had hung in high puffs for so long in the spring were dissipated. The sun flared down on the growing corn day af ter day until a line of brown spread along the edge of each green bayonet. The clouds appeared, and went away, and in a while they did not try any more. The weeds grew darker green to protect themselves, and they did not spread any more. The surface of th e earth crusted, a thin hard crust, and as the sky became pale, so the earth became pa le, pink in the red country and white in the gray country. In the water-cut gullies the earth dusted dow n in dry little stream s. Gophers and ant lions started small avalanches. And as the shar p sun struck day after day, the leaves of the young corn became less stiff and erect; they bent in a curve at fi rst, and then, as the central ribs of strength grew weak, each leaf tilted downw ard. Then it was June, and the sun shone more fiercely. The brown lines on the corn leaves widened and moved in on the central ribs. The weeds frayed and e dged back toward their roots. The air was thin and the sky more pale; and every day the earth paled.

In the roads where the teams moved, where the wheels m illed the ground and the hooves of the horses beat the ground, the dirt crust broke and the dust \ formed. Every moving thing lifted the dust into the air: a walking man lifted a thin layer as high as his waist, and a wagon lifted the dust as high as the fence tops, and an automobile boiled a cloud behind it. The dust was long in settling back again. When June was half gone, the big clouds moved up out of Texas and the Gulf, high heavy clouds, rainheads. The m en in the fields looked up at the clouds and sniffed at them and held wet fingers up to sense the wind. And the horses were nervous while the clouds were up. The rainheads dr opped a little spattering and hurried on to some other country. Behind them the sky was pale again and the sun flared. In the dust there were drop craters where the rain had fallen, and there were clean splashes on the corn, and that was all. A gentle wind followed the rain clouds, driving them on northward, a wind that softly clashed the drying corn. A day went by and the wind increased, steady, unbroken by gusts. The dust from the roads fluffed up and spread out and fell on the weeds beside the fields, and fell into the fields a little way. Now th e wind grew strong and hard and it worked at the rain crust in the corn fields. Little by little the sky was darkened by the mixing dust, and the wind felt over the earth, loosened the dust, and carried it away. The wind grew stronger. The rain crust broke and the dust lifted up out of the fields and drove gray plumes into th e air like sluggish smoke. The corn threshed the wind and made a dry, rushing sound. The fi nest dust did not settle back to earth now, but disappeared into the darkening sky. The wind grew stronger, whisked under stones, carried up straws and old leaves, and even little clods, marking its course as it sailed across the fields. The air and the sky darkened and through them the sun shone redly, and there was a raw sting in the air. During a night the wi nd raced faster over the land, dug cunningly among the rootlets of the corn, and th e corn fought the wind with its weakened leaves until the roots were freed by the prying wind and th en each stalk settled wearily sideways toward the earth and pointe d the direction of the wind.

The dawn came, but no day. In the gray sky a red sun appeared, a dim red circle that gave a little light, like dusk; and as that day advanced, the dusk slipped back toward darkness, and the wind cried and whimpered over the fallen corn.

Men and women huddled in their houses, an d they tied handkerchiefs over their noses when they went out, and wo re goggles to protect their eyes.

When the night came again it was black nigh t, for the stars could not pierce the dust to get down, and the window lights could no t even spread beyond their own yards.

Now the dust was evenly mixed with the air, an emulsion of dust and air. Houses were shut tight, and cloth wedged around doors and windows, but the dust came in so thinly that it could not be seen in the air, and it se ttled like pollen on the chairs and tables, on the dishes. The people brushed it from their sh oulders. Little lines of dust lay at the door sills. In the middle of that night the wind passed on and left the land quiet. The dust-filled air muffled sound more completely than f og does. The people, lying in their beds, heard the wind stop. They awakened when the rushing wind was gone. They lay quietly and listened deep into the stillness. Then the roosters crowed, and their voices were muffled, and the people stirred restlessly in their beds and wanted the morning.

They knew it would take a long time for the dust to settle out of the air. In the morning the dust hung like fog, and the s un was as red as ripe new blood. All day the dust sifted down from the sky, and the next day it sifted down. An even blanket covered the earth.

It settled on the corn, piled up on the tops of the fence posts, piled up on the wires; it settled on roofs, blankete d the weeds and trees.

The people came out of their houses and sm elled the hot stinging air and covered their noses from it. And the children came out of the houses , but they did not run or shout as they would have done after a rain. Men stood by their fences an\ d looked at the ruined corn, drying fast now, only a little gr een showing through the film of dust. The men were silent and they did not move often. And the women came out of the houses to stand beside their men—to feel whethe r this time the men would break. The women studied the men's faces secr etly, for the corn could go, as long as something else remained. The children stood near by, drawi ng figures in the dust with bare toes, and the children sent exploring senses out to see whether men and women would break.

The children peeked at the faces of the men and women, and then drew careful lines in the dust with their toes. Hors es came to the watering trough s and nuzzled the water to clear the surface dust. After a while the faces of the watching men lost their bemused perplexity and became hard and angry and re sistant. Then the women knew that they were safe and that there was no break. Then they asked, What'll we do? And the men replied, I don't know. But it was all right . The women knew it was all right, and the watching children knew it was all right. Wome n and children knew deep in themselves that no misfortune was too great to bear if their men were whole. The women went into the houses to their work, and the children began to play, but cautiously\ at first. As the day went forward the sun became less red. It flared down on the dust-blanketed land.

The men sat in the doorways of their houses; their hands were busy with sticks and little rocks. The men sa t still—thinking—figuring. 2 A HUGE RED TRANSPORT truck stood in front of the little roadside restaurant.

The vertical exhaust pipe muttered softly, a nd an almost invisible haze of steel-blue smoke hovered over its end. It was a new truck, shining red, and in twelve-inch letters on its sides— OKLAHOMA CITY TRANSPORT COMPANY . Its double tires were new, and a brass padlock stood strai ght out from the hasp on the big black doors. Inside the screened restaurant a radio played, quiet da nce music turned low the way it is when no one is listening. A small outlet fan turned sile ntly in its circular hole over the entrance, and flies buzzed excitedly about the doors and windows, butting the screens. Inside, one man, the truck driver, sat on a stool and rested his elbows on the counter and looked over his coffee at the lean and lonely waitress. He talked the smart listless language of the roadsides to her. "I seen him about three months ago. He had a operation. Cut somepin out. I forget what." And she—"Doesn't seem no longer than a week I seen him myself. Looked fine then. He 's a nice sort of a guy when he ain't stinko." Now and then the flies roared softly at the screen door. The coffee machine spurted steam, and the waitress, without l ooking, reached behind her and shut it off.

Outside, a man walking along the edge of the highway crossed over and approached the truck. H e walked slowly to the front of it, put his hand on the shiny fender, and looked at the No Riders sticker on the windshield. For a moment he was about to walk on down the road, but instead he sat on the running board on the side away from the restaurant. He was not over thir ty. His eyes were very dark brown and there was a hint of brown pigment in his eyeballs. His ch eek bones were high and wide, and strong deep lines cut down his cheeks, in curves beside his mouth. His upper lip was long, and since his teeth protruded, th e lips stretched to cover them, for this man kept his lips closed. His hands were hard, wi th broad fingers and nails as thick and ridged as little clam shells. The space between thumb and fo refinger and the hams of his hands were shiny with callus. The man's clothes were new—all of them, cheap and new. His gray cap was so new that the v isor was still stiff and the button still on, not shapeless and bulged as it would be when it had served for a while all th e various purposes of a cap—carrying sack, towel, handkerchief. His suit was of cheap gray hardcloth and so new that there were creases in the trousers. His blue chambray shirt was stiff and smooth with filler. The coat was too big, the trousers too short, for he was a tall man. The coat shoulder peaks hung down on his arms, and even then the slee ves were too short and the front of the coat flapped loosely over his stomach. He wore a pair of new tan shoes of the kind called "army last," hob-nailed and with half-c ircles like horseshoes to protect the edges of the heels from wear. This man sat on the running board and took off his cap and mopped his face with it. Then he put on the cap, and by pulling started the future ruin of the visor. His feet caught his attention. He leaned down and loosened the shoelaces, and did not tie the ends again. Over his head the exhaust of the Diesel engine whispered in quick puffs of blue smoke. The music stopped in the restaurant and a m an's voice spoke from the loudspeaker, but the waitress did not turn him off, fo r she didn't know the music had stopped. Her exploring fingers had found a lump under her ear. She was trying to see it in a mirror behind the counter with out letting the truck driver know, and so she pretended to push a bit of hair to neatness. The truck driver said, "They was a big dance in Shawnee. I heard somebody got killed or somepin. You h ear anything?" "No," said the waitress, and she lovingly fingered the lump under her ear. Outside, the seated man stood up and looked over the cowl of the truck and watched the restaurant for a m oment. Then he sett led back on the running board, pulled a sack of tobacco and a book of papers from his side pocket. He rolled his cigarette slowly and perfectly, studied it, smoothed it. At last he lighted it a nd pushed the burning match into the dust at his feet. The sun cut into the shade of the truck as noon approached. In the restaurant the truck driver paid his bill and put his two nickels' change in a slot machine. The whirling cylinders gave him no score. "They fix 'em so you can't win nothing," he said to the waitress. And she replied, "Guy took th e jackpot not two hours a go. Three-eighty he got.

How soon you gonna be back by?" He held the screen door a little open. "W eek–ten days," he said. "Got to make a run to Tulsa, an' I never get back soon as I think." She said crossly, "Don't let the flie s in. Either go out or com e in." "So long," he said, and pushed his way out . The screen door banged behind hi m. He stood in the sun, peeling the wrapper from a piece of gum. He was a heavy man, broad in the shoulders, thick in the stomach. His face was red and his blue eyes long and slitted from having squinted always at sh arp light. He wore army trousers and high laced boots. Holding the stick of gum in front of his lips he called through the screen, "Well, don't do nothing you don't want me to hear about." The waitress was turned toward a mirror on the back wall. She grunt ed a reply. The truck driver gnawed down the stick of gum slowly, opening his jaws and lips wide with each bite. He shaped the gum in his mouth, rolled it unde r his tongue while he walked to the big red truck.

The hitch-hiker stood up and looked acro ss through the windows. "Could ya give m e a lift, mister?" The driver looked quickly back at the re staurant for a second. "Didn' t you see the No Riders sticker on the win'shield?" "Sure—I seen it. But sometimes a guy'll be a good guy even if som e rich bastard makes him carry a sticker." The driver, getting slowly into the truck, considered the parts of this answer. If he refused now, not only was he not a good guy, but he was forced to carry a sticker, was not allowed to have company. If he took in the hitch-hiker he was automatically a good guy and also he was not one whom any rich bastard could kick around. He knew he was being trapped, but he couldn't see a wa y out. And he wanted to be a good guy. He glanced again at the restaurant. "Scrunc h down on the running board till we get around the bend," he said. The hitch-hiker flopped down out of sight and clung to the door handle. The motor roared up for a moment, the gears clicked in, and the great truck moved away, first gear, second gear, third gear , and then a high whining pick -up and fourth gear. Under the clinging man the highway blurred dizzily by. It was a mile to the first turn in the road, then the truck slowed down. The hitc h-hiker stood up, eased the door open, and slipped into the seat. The driver looked over at him, slitting his eyes, and he chewed as though thoughts and impressions were being sorted and arranged by his jaws before they were finally filed away in his brain. His eyes began at th e new cap, moved down the new clothes to the new shoes. The hitch-hi ker squirmed his back against the seat in comfort, took off his cap, and swabbed hi s sweating forehead and chin with it.

"Thanks, buddy," he said. "My dogs was pooped out." "New shoes," said the driver. His voice had the sam e quality of secrecy and insinuation his eyes had. "You oughtn' to take no walk in new shoes—hot weather." The hiker looked down at the dusty yellow shoes. "Didn' t have no other shoes," he said. "Guy got to wear 'em if he got no others." The driver squinted judiciously ahead and built up the speed of the truck a little.

"Goin' far?" "Uh-uh! I'd a walked her if m y dogs wasn't pooped out." The questions of the driver had the tone of a subtle examination. He seemed to spread nets, to set traps, with his questions. "Lookin' for a job?" he asked.

"No, my old man got a place, forty acres. He ' s a cropper, but we been there a long time." The driver looked significan tly at the fields along the road where the corn was fallen sideways and the dust was piled on it. Little flints shoved through the dusty soil.

The driver said, as though to him self, "A forty-acre cropper and he ain't been dusted out and he ain't been tractored out?" "'Course I ain't heard latel y," said the hitch-hiker.

"Long time," said the driver. A bee flew into the cab and buzzed in back of the windshield. The driver put out his hand and car ef ully drove the bee into an air stream that blew it out of the window. "Croppers go ing fast now," he said. "One cat' takes and shoves ten families out. Cat's all over hell now. Tear in and shove the croppers out.

How's your old man hold on?" His tongue and his jaws became busy with the neglected gum, turned it and chewed it. With each opening of his mouth his tongue could be seen flipping the gum over. "Well, I ain't heard lately. I never was no hand to write, nor m y old man neither." He added quickly, "But the both of us can, if we want." "Been doing a job?" Again the secret investigating casualness. He looked out over the fields, at the shimm ering air, and gathering his gum into his cheek, out of the way, he spat out the window. "Sure have," said the hitch-hiker.

"Thought so. I seen your hands. Been swingin' a pick or an ax or a sledge. That shines up your hands. I notice all st uf f like that. Take a pride in it." The hitch-hiker stared at him. The tr uck tires sang on the road. "Like to know anything else?

I'll tell you. You ain't got to guess." "Now don't get sore. I wasn't gettin' nosy." "I'll tell you anything. I ain't hidin' nothin'." "Now don't get sore. I just like to notice things. Makes the time pass." "I'll tell you anything. Name's Joad, Tom Jo ad. Old m an is ol' Tom Joad." His eyes rested broodingly on the driver. "Don't get sore. I didn't mean nothin'." "I don't mean nothin' neither," said Joad. "I'm just tryin' to get along without shovin' nobody around." He stopped and looked out at th e dry fields, at the starved tree clumps hanging uneasily in the heated distance. From his side pocket he brought out his tobacco and papers. He rolled his cigarette down between his knees, where the wind could not get at it. The driver chewed as rhythmically, as t houghtfully, as a cow. He waited to let the whole em phasis of the preceding passage disappear and be forgotten. At last, when the air seemed neutral again, he said, "A guy that never been a truck skinner don't know nothin' what it's like. Owners don't want us to pick up nobody. So we got to set here an' just skin her along 'less we want to take a chance of gettin' fired like I just done with you." "'Preciate it," said Joad.

"I've knew guys that done screwy things while they're drivin' trucks. I remember a guy use' to make up poetry. It passed the tim e." He looked over secretly to see whether Joad was interested or amazed. Joad was si lent, looking into the distance ahead, along the road, along the white road that waved ge ntly, like a ground swell. The driver went on at last, "I remember a piece of poetry this here guy wrote down. It was about him an' a couple of other guys goin' all over the wo rld drinkin' and raisin' hell and screwin' around. I wisht I could remember how that pi ece went. This guy had words in it that Jesus H. Christ wouldn't know what they mean t. Part was like this: 'An' there we spied a nigger, with a trigger that was bigger than a elephant's proboscis or the whanger of a whale.' That proboscis is a nos e-like. With a elephant it's his trunk. Guy showed me a dictionary. Carried that dicti onary all over hell with him. He'd look in it while he's pulled up gettin' his pie an' coffee." He stopped, feeling lonely in the long speech. His secret eyes turned on his passenger. Joad rema ined silent. Nervously the driver tried to force him into participation. "Ever know a guy that said big words like that?" "Preacher," said Joad.

"Well, it makes you mad to hear a guy use bi g words. ' Course with a preacher it's all right because nobody would fool around with a preacher anyway. But this \ guy was funny. You didn't give a damn when he said a big word 'cause he just done it for ducks.

He wasn't puttin' on no dog." The driver was reassured. He knew at least that Joad was listening. He swung the great truck viciously around a bend and the tires shrilled. "Like I was sayin'," he continued, "guy that driv es a truck does screwy things. He got to.

He'd go nuts just settin' here an' the road sneakin' under the wheels. Fella says once that truck skinners eats all the time—all the time in hamburger joints along the road." "Sure seem to live there," Joad agreed.

"Sure they stop, but it ain't to eat. They ain't hardly ever hungry. They're just goddam n sick of goin'—get sick of it. Join ts is the only place you can pull up, an' when you stop you got to buy somepin so you can sl ing the bull with the broad behind the counter. So you get a cup of coffee and a pi ece pie. Kind of gives a guy a little rest." He chewed his gum slowly and turned it with his tongue. "Must be tough," said Joad with no emphasis. The driver glanced quickly at him, looking for satire. "Well, it ain't no goddamn cinch," he said testily. "Looks easy, jus' settin' here till you put in your eight or maybe your ten or fourteen hours. But the road ge ts into a guy. He's got to do somepin. Some sings an' some whistles. Company won't let us have no radio. A few takes a pint along, but them kind don't stick long." He said the last smugly. "I don't never take a drink till I'm through." "Yeah?" Joad asked.

"Yeah! A guy got to get ahead. Why, I'm thinkin' of takin' one of them correspondence school courses. Mechanical engineering. It's easy. Just study a few easy lessons at home. I'm thinkin' of it. Then I won't drive no truck. Then I'll tell other guys to drive trucks." Joad took a pint of whisky from his side coat pocket. "Sure you won' t have a snort?" His voice was teasing. "No, by God. I won't touch it. A guy can't drink liquor all the time and study like I'm goin' to." Joad uncorked the bottle, took two quick swallows, recorked it, and put \ it back in his pocket. The spicy hot sm ell of the whisky filled the cab. "You're all wound up," said Joad. "What's the matter—got a girl?" "Well, sure. But I want to get ahead anywa y. I been training my m ind for a hell of a long time." The whisky seemed to loosen Joad up. He ro lled another cigarette and lighted it. "I ain' t got a hell of a lot further to go," he said.

The driver went on quickly, "I don't need no shot," he said. "I train m y mind all the time. I took a course in that two years ago." He patted the steering wheel with his right hand. "Suppose I pass a guy on the road. I look at him an' after I'm past I try to remember ever'thing about him, kind a clothe s an' shoes an' hat, an' how he walked an' maybe how tall an' what weight an' any s cars, I do it pretty good. I can jus' make a whole picture in my head. Sometimes I th ink I ought to take a course to be a fingerprint expert. You'd be su'pri sed how much a guy can remember." Joad took a quick drink from the flask. He dragged the last sm oke from his raveling cigarette and then, with callu sed thumb and forefinger, crushed out the glowing end.

He rubbed the butt to a pulp and put it out th e window, letting the breeze suck it from his fingers. The big tires sang a high note on the pavement. Joad's dark quiet eyes became amused as he stared along the road. The driver waited and glanced uneasily over. At last Joad's long uppe r lip grinned up from his teeth and he chuckled silently, his chest jerked with the chuckles. "You sure took a hell of a long time to get to it, buddy." The driver did not look over. "G et to what?

How do you mean?" Joad's lips stretched tight over his long t eeth for a m oment, and he licked his lips like a dog, two licks, one in each direction from the middle. His voice became harsh.

"You know what I mean. You give me a goin'- over when I first got in. I seen you." The driver looked straight ahead, gripped the wheel so tightly that the pads of his palms bulged, and the backs of his hands paled. Joad continued, "You know where I come from." The driver was silent. "Don't you?" Joad insisted. "Well—sure. That is—maybe. But it ain' t none of my business. I m ind my own yard. It ain't nothing to me." The words tumbled out now. "I don't stick my nose in nobody's business." And suddenly he was silent and waiting. And his hands were still white on the wheel. A grasshopper flipped th rough the window and lighted on top of the instrument panel, where it sat and began to scrape its wings with its angled jumping legs. Joad reached forward and crushed its hard skull-like head with his fingers, and he let it into the wind stream out the window. Jo ad chuckled again while he brushed the bits of broken insect from his fingertips. "Y ou got me wrong, mister," he said. "I ain't keepin' quiet about it. Sure I been in McAlester. Been there four years. Sure t\ hese is the clothes they give me when I come out . I don't give a damn who knows it. An' I'm goin' to my old man's place so I don't have to lie to get a job." The driver said, "Well—that ain't none of m y business. I ain't a nosy guy." "The hell you ain't," said Joad. "That big old nose of yours been stickin' out eight miles ahead of your face. You had that big nose goin' over me like a sheep in a vegetable patch." The driver's face tightened. "You got m e all wrong—" he began weakly.

Joad laughed at him. "You been a good guy. You give m e a lift. Well, hell! I done time. So what! You want to know what I done time for, don't you?" "That ain't none of my affair." "Nothin' ain't none of your affair except ski nnin' this here bull-bitch along, an' that's the least thing you work at. Now look. See that road up ahead?" "Yeah." "Well, I get off there. Sure, I know you're wettin' your pants to know what I done. I ain' t a guy to let you down." The high hum of the motor dulled and the song of the tires dropped in pitch. Joad got out his pint and took another short drink. The truck drifted to a stop where a dirt road opened at right angles to the highway. Joad \ got out and stood beside the cab window. The vertical ex haust pipe puttered up its barely visible blue smoke. Joad leaned toward the driver. "Homicide," he said quickly. "That's a big word—means I killed a guy. Seven years. I' m sprung in four for keepin' my nose clean." The driver's eyes slipped over Joad's face to memorize it. "I never asked you nothin' about it," he said. "I m ind my own yard." "You can tell about it in every joint from here to Texola." He smiled. "So long, fella. You been a good guy. But look, when you been in stir a little while, you can sm ell a question comin' from hell to break fast. You telegraphed yours the first time you opened your trap." He spatted the metal door with the palm of his hand. "Thanks for the lift," he said. "So l ong." He turned away and walked into the dirt road.

For a moment the driver stared after him, and then he called, "Luck!" Joad waved his hand without looking around. Then the m otor roared up and the gears clicked and the great red truck rolled heavily away. 3 THE CONCRETE HIGHWAY was edged with a mat of tangled, broken, dry grass, and the grass heads were heavy with oat bear ds to catch on a dog's coat, and foxtails to tangle in a horse's fetlocks, and clover burrs to fasten in sheep's wool; sleeping life waiting to be spread and dispersed, every seed armed with an appliance of dispersal, twisting darts and parachutes for the wind, little spears and balls of tiny thorns, and all waiting for animals and for the wind, for a ma n's trouser cuff or the hem of a woman's skirt, all passive but armed with appliances of activity, still, but each possessed of the anlage of movement. The sun lay on the grass and warmed it, and in th e shade under the grass the insects moved, ants and ant lions to set traps for them, grasshoppers to jump into the air and flick their yellow wings for a second, so w bugs like little armadillos, plodding restlessly on many tender feet. And over the grass at the roadside a land turtle crawled, turning aside for nothing, dragging his high-do med shell over the grass: His hard legs and yellow-nailed feet threshed slowly th rough the grass, not really walking, but boosting and dragging his shell along. The barley beards slid off his shell, and the clover burrs fell on him and rolled to the ground. His horny beak was partly open, and his fierce, humorous eyes, under brows like fing ernails, stared straight ahead. He came over the grass leaving a beaten trail behind him, and the hill, which was the highway embankment, reared up ahead of him. For a moment he stopped, his head held high.

He blinked and looked up and dow n. At last he started to climb the embankment. Front clawed feet reached forward but did not t ouch. The hind feet kicked his shell along, and it scraped on the grass, and on the gr avel. As the embankment grew steeper and steeper, the more frantic were the efforts of the land turtle. Pushing hind legs strained and slipped, boosting the shell along, and the horny head protruded as far as the neck could stretch. Little by little th e shell slid up the embankment until at last a parapet cut straight across its line of march, the shoulder of the road, a concrete wall four inches high. As though they worked independently th e hind legs pushed the shell against the wall. The head upraised and p eered over the wall to the broad smooth plain of cement.

Now the hands, braced on top of the wall, strained and lifted, and the shell came slowly up and rested its front end on the wall. For a moment the turtle rested. A red ant ran into the shell, into the soft skin inside the shell, and suddenly head and legs snapped in, and the armored tail clampe d in sideways. The red ant was crushed between body and legs. And one head of wild oats was clamped into the shell by a front leg. For a long moment the turtle lay stil l, and then the neck crept out and the old humorous frowning eyes looked about and the legs and tail came out. The back legs went to work, straining like elephant legs, a nd the shell tipped to an angle so that the front legs could not reach the level cemen t plain. But higher and higher the hind legs boosted it, until at last the center of bala nce was reached, the front tipped down, the front legs scratched at the pavement, and it was up. But the head of wild oats was held by its stem around the front legs. Now the going was easy, and all the legs worked, and the shell boosted a\ long, waggling from side to side. A sedan driven by a forty-year-old woman approached.

She saw the turtle and swung to the right, off the highway, the wheels s\ creamed and a cloud of dust boiled up. Two wheels lifted for a moment and then settled. The car skidded back onto the road, and went on, but more slowly. The turtle had jerked into its shell, but now it hurried on, for the highway was burning hot.

And now a light truck approached, and as it came near, the d river saw the turtle and swerved to hit it. His front wheel struck the ed ge of the shell, flipped the turtle like a tiddly-wink, spun it like a coin, and rolled it off the highway. The truck went back to its course along the right side. Lying on its ba ck, the turtle was tight in its shell for a long time. But at last its legs waved in the air, reaching for something to pull it over.

Its front foot caught a piece of quartz and little by little the shell pulled over and flopped upright. The wild oat head fell out and three of the spearhead s\ eeds stuck in the ground. And as the turtle crawled on down the embankment, its shell dragged dirt over the seeds. The turtle entered a dust ro ad and jerked itself along, drawing a wavy shallow trench in the dust with its shell. The old humorous eyes looked ahead, and the horny beak opened a little. His yellow toe nails slipped a fraction in the dust. 4 WHEN JOAD HEARD THE truck get under way, gear climbing up to gear and the ground throbbing under the rubber beating of th e tires, he stopped and turned about and watched it until it disappeared. When it was out of sight he still watched the distance and the blue air-shimmer. Thoughtfully he t ook the pint from his pocket, unscrewed the metal cap, and sipped the whis ky delicately, running his tongue inside the bottle neck, and th en around his lips, to gather in any flavor that might have escaped him. He said experimentally, "There we spied a nigger—" and that was all he could remember. At last he turned about and faced the dusty side road that cut off at right angles through the fiel ds. The sun was hot, and no wi nd stirred the sifted dust.

The road was cut with furrows where dust ha d slid and settled back into the wheel tracks. Joad took a few steps, and the fl ourlike dust spurted up in front of his new yellow shoes, and the yellowness was disappearing under gray dust. He leaned down and untied the laces, slipped off first one shoe and then the other.

And he worked his dam p feet comfortably in the hot dry dust until little spurts of it came up between his toes, and until the skin on his feet tightened with dryness. He took off his coat and wrapped his shoes in it and slipped the bundle under his arm. And at last he moved up the road, shooting the dust ahead of him, making a cloud that hung low to the ground behind him. The right of way was fenced, two strands of barbed wire on willow poles. The poles were crooked and badly trimm ed. Whenever a crotch came to the proper height the wire lay in it, and where there was no crotch the barbed wire was lashed to the post with rusty baling wire. Beyond the fence, th e corn lay beaten down by wind and heat and drought, and the cups where leaf jo ined stalk were filled with dust.

Joad plodded along, dragging his cloud of dust behind him. A little bit ahead he saw the high-dom ed shell of a land turtle, crawli ng slowly along through the dust, its legs working stiffly and jerkily. Joad stopped to watch it, and his shadow fell on the turtle.

Instantly head and legs were withdrawn and the short thick tail clamped sideways into the shell. Joad picked it up and turned it over. The back was brown-gray, like the dust, but the underside of the shell was creamy yellow, clean and smooth. Joad shifted his bundle high under his arm and stroked the sm ooth undershell with his finger, and he pressed it. It was softer than the back. The hard old head came out and tried to look at the pressing finger, and the legs waved w ildly. The turtle wetted on Joad's hand and struggled uselessly in the air. Joad turned it back upright and rolled it up in his coat with his shoes. He could f eel it pressing and struggling and fussing under his arm. He moved ahead more quickly now, dragged hi s heels a little in the fine dust. Ahead of him, beside the road, a scrawny, dusty willow tree cast a speckled shade.

Joad could see it ahead of him, its poor br anches curving over the way, its load of leaves tattered and scraggly as a molting chicken. Joad was sweating now. His blue shirt darkened down his back and under his ar ms. He pulled at the visor of his cap and creased it in the middle, breaking its cardboard lining so comp letely that it could never look new again. And his steps took on new spee d and intent toward the shade of the distant willow tree. At the willow he knew there would be shade, at least one hard bar of absolute shade thrown by the trunk, si nce the sun had passed its zenith. The sun whipped the back of his neck now and made a little humming in his head. He could not see the base of the tree, for it grew out of a little swale that held water longer than the level places. Joad speeded hi s pace against the sun, and he started down the declivity.

He slowed cautiously, for the bar of absolute shade was taken. A man sat on the ground, leaning against the trunk of the tree. His legs were crossed and one bare foot extended nearly as high as his head. He di d not hear Joad approaching, for he was whistling solemnly the tune of "Yes, Sir, That's My Baby." His extended foot swung slowly up and down in the tempo. It was not dance tempo. He stopped whistling and sang in an easy thin tenor:

"Yes, sir, that's my Saviour, Je–sus is my Saviour, Je–sus is my Saviour now.

On the level 'S not the devil, Jesus is my Saviour now." Joad had moved into the imperfect shade of the molting leaves before the man heard him coming, stopped his song, an d turned his head. It was a long head, bony; tight of skin, and set on a neck as stringy and muscul ar as a celery stalk. His eyeballs were heavy and protruding; the lids stretched to cover them, and the lids were raw and red.

His cheeks were brown and shiny and hair less and his mouth full—humorous or sensual. The nose, beaked and hard, stretched the skin so tightly that the bridge showed white. There was no perspiration on the face, not even on the tall pale forehead. It was an abnormally high forehead, lined with delica te blue veins at the temples. Fully half of the face was above the eyes . His stiff gray hair was mussed back from his brow as though he had combed it back with his fingers . For clothes he wore overalls and a blue shirt. A denim coat with brass buttons and a spotted brown hat creased like a pork pie lay on the ground beside him. Canvas sneakers, gray with dust, lay near by where they had fallen when they were kicked off. The man looked long at Joad. The light seemed to go far into his brown eyes, and it picked out little golden specks deep in the irises. The strained bundle of neck m uscles stood out. Joad stood still in the speckled shade. He took off his cap and m opped his wet face with it and dropped it and hi s rolled coat on the ground.

The man in the absolute shade uncrossed his legs and dug with his toes at the earth.

Joad said, "Hi. It's hotter'n hell on the road." The seated man stared questioningly at him. "Now ain't you young Tom Joad—ol' Tom's boy?" "Yeah," said Joad. "All th e way. Goin' home now." "You wouldn't remember me, I guess," the man said. He smiled and his full lips revealed great horse teeth. "Oh, no, you woul dn't remember. You was always too busy pullin' little girls' pigtails when I give you the Holy Sperit. You was all wropped up in yankin' that pigtail out by the roots. You maybe don't reco llect, but I do. The two of you come to Jesus at once 'cause of the pigtail yankin'. Baptized both of you in the irrigation ditch at once. Fightin' an' yellin' like a couple of cats." Joad looked at him with drooped eyes, and then he laughed. "W hy, you're the preacher. You're the preacher. I jus' passe d a recollection about you to a guy not an hour ago." "I was a preacher," said the man seriously. "Reverend Jim Casy—was a Burning Busher. Used to howl out the nam e of Jesus to glory. And used to get an irrigation ditch so squirmin' full of repented sinners half of 'em like to drowned. But not no more," he sighed. "Jus Jim Casy now. Ain' t got the call no more. Got a lot of sinful idears—but they seem kinda sensible." Joad said, "You're bound to get idears if you go thinkin' about stuff. Sure I remember you. You use ta give a good meetin '. I recollect one time you give a whole sermon walkin' around on your hands, yellin' your head off. Ma favored you more than anybody. An' Granma says you was just lousy with the spirit." Joad dug at his rolled coat and found the pocket and brought out his pint. The turtle moved a leg but he wrapped it up tightly. He unscrewed the cap and held out the bottle. "Have a little snort?" Casy took the bottle and regarded it broodi ngly. "I ain' t preachin' no more much.

The sperit ain't in the people much no more; and worse'n that, the sperit ain't in me no more. 'Course now an' again the sperit gets movin' an' I rip out a meetin', or when folks sets out food I give 'em a grace, but my heart ain't in it. I on'y do it 'cause they expect it." Joad mopped his face with his cap again. "Y ou ain' t too damn holy to take a drink, are you?" he asked. Casy seemed to see the bottle for the first tim e. He tilted it and took three big swallows. "Nice drinki n' liquor," he said.

"Ought to be," said Joad. "Tha t' s fact'ry liquor. Cost a buck." Casy took another swallow before he passe d the bottle back. "Yes, sir!" he said.

"Yes, sir!" Joad took the bottle from him, and in politeness did not wipe the neck with his sleeve before he drank. He squatted on his hams and set the bottle upright against his coat roll. His fingers found a twig with which to draw his thoughts on the ground. He swept the leaves from a square and smoothe d the dust. And he drew angles and made little circles. "I ai n't seen you in a long time," he said.

"Nobody's seen me," said the preacher. "I went off alone, an' I sat and figured. The sperit' s strong in me, on'y it ain't the same. I ain't so sure of a lot of things." He sat up straighter against the tree. His bony hand dug its way like a squirrel into his overall pocket, brought out a black, bitten plug of t obacco. Carefully he brushed off bits of straw and gray pocket fuzz before he bit o ff a corner and settled the quid into his cheek. Joad waved his stick in negation when the plug was held out to him. The turtle dug at the rolled coat. Casy looked over at the stirring garment. "What you got there— a chicken? You'll smother it." Joad rolled the coat up more tightly. "An old turtle," he said. "Picked him up on the road. An old bulldozer. Thought I'd take 'im to my little brother. Kids like turtles." The preacher nodded his head slowly. "Every k id got a turtle some time or other.

Nobody can't keep a turtle though. They work at it and work at it, and a\ t last one day they get out and away they go—off somewheres. It's lik e me. I wouldn't take the good ol' gospel that was just layin' there to my ha nd. I got to be pickin' at it an' workin' at it until I got it all tore down. Here I got the sperit sometimes an' nothin' to preach about. I got the call to lead people, an' no place to lead 'em." "Lead 'em around and around," said Joad. "Sling 'em in the irrigation ditch. Tell 'em they' ll burn in hell if they don't think lik e you. What the hell you want to lead 'em someplace for? Jus' lead 'em." The straight trunk shade had stretched out along the ground. Joad m oved gratefully into it and squatted on his hams and made a new smooth place on which to draw his thoughts with a stick. A thick-furred yellow shepherd dog came trotting down the road, head low, tongue lolling and dripping. Its tail hung limply curled, and it panted loudly.

Joad whistled at it, but it only dropped its head an inch and trotted fast toward some definite destination. "Goin' someplace," Jo ad explained, a little piqued. "Goin' for home maybe." The preacher could not be thrown from his subject. "Goin' someplace," he repeated.

"That's right, he's goin' someplace. Me—I don't know where I'm goin'. Tell you what— I used ta get the people jumpin' an' talkin' in tongues and glory-shoutin' till they just fell down an' passed out. An' some I'd baptize to bring 'em to. An' then—you know what I'd do? I'd take one of them girls out in the grass, an' I'd lay with her. Done it ever' time. Then I'd feel bad, an' I'd pray an' pray, but it didn't do no good. Come the next time, them an' me was full of the sperit, I'd do it again. I figgered there just wasn't no hope for me, an' I was a damned ol' hypocrite. But I didn't mean to be." Joad smiled and his long teet h parted and he licked his lips. "There ain' t nothing like a good hot meetin' for pushin' 'em over," he said. "I done that myself." Casy leaned forward excitedly. "You see," he cried, "I seen it was that way, an' I started thinkin' ." He waved his bony bi g-knuckled hand up and down in a patting gesture. "I got to thinkin' like this—'Here's me preachin' grace. An' here's them people gettin' grace so hard they're jumpin' an' shou tin'. Now they say layin' up with a girl comes from the devil. But the more grace a gi rl got in her, the quicker she wants to go out in the grass.' An' I got to thinkin' how in hell, s'cuse me, how can the devil get in when a girl is so full of the Holy Sperit that it's spoutin' out of her nose an' ears. You'd think that'd be one time when the devil didn't stand a snowball's chance in hell. But there it was." His eyes were shining with excitement. He worked his cheeks for a moment and then spat into the dust, and the gob of spit rolled over and over, picking up dust until it looked like a round dry little pe llet. The preacher spread out his hand and looked at his palm as though he were r eading a book. "An' there's me," he went on softly. "There's me with all them people's souls in my ha n'—responsible an' feelin' my responsibility—an' ever time, I lay with one of them girls." He looke d over at Joad and his face looked helpless. His expression asked for help. Joad carefully drew the torso of a woman in the dirt, breasts, hips, pelvis. "I wasn't never a preacher," he said. "I never let nothi n' go by when I could catch it. An' I never had no idears about it except that I was goddamn glad when I got one." "But you wasn't a preacher," Casy insiste d. "A girl was just a girl to you. They wasn' t nothin' to you. But to me they was holy vessels. I was savin' their souls. An' here with all that responsibility on me I'd ju st get 'em frothin' with the Holy Sperit, an' then I'd take 'em out in the grass." "Maybe I should of been a preacher," sa id Jo ad. He brought out his tobacco and papers and rolled a cigarette. He lighted it and squinted through the sm\ oke at the preacher. "I been a long time without a girl," he said. "It's gonna take some catchin' up." Casy continued, "It worried me till I coul dn' t get no sleep. Here I'd go to preachin' and I'd say, 'By God, this time I ain't gonna do it.' And right while I said it, I knowed I was." "You should a got a wife," said Joad. "Preach er an' his wife stayed at our place one time. Jehovites they was. Slep' upstairs. Held meetin's in our barnyard. Us kids would listen. That preacher's missus took a god-aw ful poundin' after ever' night meetin'." "I'm glad you tol' me," said Casy. "I used to think it was jus' me. Finally it give me such pain I quit an went off by myself an ' give her a damn good thinkin' about." He doubled up his legs and scratche d between his dry dusty toes. "I says to myself, 'What's gnawin' you? Is it the screwin'?' An' I says, 'No, it's the sin.' An' I says, 'Why is it that when a fella ought to be just about mule-ass proof against si n, an' full up of Jesus, why is it that's the time a fella gets fingerin' hi s pants buttons?'" He laid two fingers down in his palm in rhythm, as though he gently placed each word there side by side. "I says, 'Maybe it ain't a sin. Maybe it's just the way folks is. Maybe we been whippin' the hell out of ourselves for nothin'.' An' I thought how some sisters took to beatin' theirselves with a three-foot shag of bobwire. An' I thought how maybe they liked to hurt themselves, an' maybe I liked to hurt myse lf. Well, I was layin' under a tree when I figured that out, and I went to sleep. And it come night, an' it was dark when I come to.

They was a coyote squawkin' near by. Before I knowed it, I was sayin' out loud, 'The hell with it! There ain't no sin and there ain' t no virtue. There's just stuff people do. It's all part of the same thing. A nd some of the things folks do is nice, and some ain't nice, but that's as far as any man got a right to say.'" He paused and looked up from the palm of his hand, where he had laid down the words. Joad was grinning at him, but Joad's eyes were sharp and interested, too. "You give her a goin'-over," he said. "You figured her out." Casy spoke again, and his voice rang with pain and confusion. "I says, '\ What's this call, this sperit?' An' I says, 'It's love. I love people so much I'm fit to bust, sometimes.' An' I says, 'Don't you love Jesus?' Well, I thought an' thought, an' finally I says, 'No, I don't know nobody name' Jesus. I know a bunch of stories, but I only love people. An' sometimes I love 'em fit to bust, an' I want to make 'em happy, so I been preachin' somepin I thought would make 'em happy.' An' then—I been talkin' a hell of a lot.

Maybe you wonder about me using bad words. Well, they ain't bad to me no more.

They're jus' words folks use, an' they don' t mean nothing bad with 'em. Anyways, I'll tell you one more thing I thought out; an' fr om a preacher it's the most unreligious thing, and I can't be a preacher no more because I thought it an' I believe it." "What's that?" Joad asked.

Casy looked shyly at him. "If it hits you wrong, don't take no offense at it, will you?" "I don't take no offense 'cept a bust in th e nose," said Joad. "What did you f igger?" "I figgered about the Holy Sperit and the Jesus road. I figgered, 'W hy do we got to hang it on God or Jesus? Maybe,' I figgered, 'maybe it's all men an' all women we love; maybe that's the Holy Sperit—the human sperit—the whole shebang. Maybe all men got one big soul ever'body's a pa rt of.' Now I sat there thinkin' it, an' all of a suddent—I knew it. I knew it so deep down that it was true, and I still know it." Joad's eyes dropped to the ground as though he could not meet the naked honesty in the preacher's eyes. "You can't hold no church with idears like that," he said. "People would drive you out of the country with idears like that. Jumpin' an' yellin'. That's what folks like. Makes 'em feel sw ell. When Granma got to talkin' in tongues, you couldn't tie her down. She could knock over a fu ll-growed deacon with her fist." Casy regarded him broodingly. "Somepin I like to ast you," he said. "Somepin that been eatin' on me." "Go ahead. I'll talk, sometimes." "Well"—the preacher said slowly—"here's you that I baptized righ t when I was in the glory roof-tree. Got little hunks of Je sus jumpin' outa my mouth that day. You won't remember 'cause you was busy pullin' that pigtail." "I remember," said Joad. "That was Susy Little. S he bust my finger a year later." "Well—did you take any good outa that baptizin'? Was your ways better?" Joad thought about it. "No-o-o, can ' t say as I felt anything." "Well—did you take any bad from it? Think hard." Joad picked up the bottle and took a swig. "They wasn' t nothing in it, good or bad. I just had fun." He handed the flask to the preacher. He sighed and drank and looked at the low level of the whisky and took another tiny drink. "That' s good," he said. "I got to wo rryin' about whether in messin' around maybe I done somebody a hurt." Joad looked over toward his coat and saw the turtle, free of the cloth and hurrying away in the direction he had been followi ng when Joad found him. Joad watched him for a moment and then got slowly to his fe et and retrieved him and wrapped him in the coat again. "I ain't got no present for the kids ," he said. "Nothin' but this ol' turtle." "It's a funny thing," the preacher said. "I was thinkin' about ol' Tom Joad when you com e along. Thinkin' I'd call in on him. I used to think he was a godless man. How is Tom?" "I don't know how he is. I ain't been home in four years." "Didn't he write to you?" Joad was embarrassed. "Well, Pa wasn't no ha n d to write for pretty, or to write for writin'. He'd sign up his name as nice as anybody, an' lick his pencil. But Pa never did write no letters. He always says what he couldn' tell a fella with his mouth wasn't worth leanin' on no pencil about." "Been out travelin' around?" Casy asked.

Joad regarded him suspiciously. "Didn't you hear about m e? I was in all the papers." "No—I never. What?" He jerked one leg ove r th e other and settled lower against the tree. The afternoon was advancing rapidly, a nd a richer tone was growing on the sun. Joad said pleasantly, "Might's well tell you now an' get it over with. But if you was still preachin' I wouldn't tell, fear you get prayin' over me." He drained the last of the pint and flung it from him, and the flat br own bottle skidded lightly over the dust. "I been in McAlester them four years." Casy swung around to him, and his brows lo wered so that his tall forehead seem ed even taller. "Ain't wantin' to talk about it, huh? I won't ask you no questions, if you done something bad—" "I'd do what I done—again," said Joad. "I killed a guy in a fight. W e was drunk at a dance. He got a knife in me , an' I killed him with a shovel that was layin' there.

Knocked his head plumb to squash." Casy's eyebrows resumed their normal level. "You ain't ashamed of nothin' then?" "No," said Joad, "I ain't. I got seven years, account of he had a knife in m e. Got out in four—parole." "Then you ain't heard nothin' about your folks for four years?" "Oh, I heard. Ma sent me a card two years ag o, an' las' Christmas Granma sent a card. Jesus, the guys in the cell block laughe d! Had a tree an' shiny stuff looks like snow. It says in po'try:

"'Merry Christmas, purty child, Jesus meek an' Jesus mild, Underneath the Christmas tree There's a gif' for you from me.' I guess Granma never read it. Prob'ly got it from a drummer an' picked out the one with the m os' shiny stuff on it. The guys in my cell block goddamn near died laughin'.

Jesus Meek they called me after that. Gran ma never meant it funny; she jus' figgered it was so purty she wouldn' bother to read it. She lost her glasses the year I went up.

Maybe she never did find 'em." "How they treat you in Mc Alester?

" Casy asked.

"Oh, awright. You eat regular, an' get clean clothes, and there's places to take a bath. It's pretty nice some ways. Makes it hard not ha vin' no women." Suddenly he laughed. "They was a guy paroled," he said. "'Bout a month he's back for breakin' parole. A guy ast him why he bust his paro le. 'Well, hell,' he says. 'They got no conveniences at my old man's place. Got no 'lectric lights, got no shower baths. There ain't no books, an' the food's lousy.' Says he come back where they got a few conveniences an' he eats regular. He says it makes him feel lonesome out there in the open havin' to think what to do next. So he stole a car an' come back." Joad got out his tobacco and blew a brown paper free of th e pack and rolled a cigarette. "The guy's right, too," he said. "Las' ni ght, thinkin' where I'm gonna sleep, I got scared. An' I got thinkin' about my bunk, an' I wonder what the stir-bug I got for a cell mate is doin'. Me an' some guys had a strang band goin'. Good one. Guy said we ought to go on the radio. An' this mornin' I didn't know what time to get up. Jus' laid there waitin' for the bell to go off." Casy chuckled. "Fella can get so he misses the noise of a saw mill." The yellowing, dusty, afternoon light put a golden color on the land. The cornstalks looked golden. A flight of swallows swoope d overhead toward som e waterhole. The turtle in Joad's coat began a new campaign of escape. Joad creased the visor of his cap.

It was getting the long protruding curv e of a crow's beak now. "Guess I'll mosey along," he said. "I hate to hit th e sun, but it ain't so bad now." Casy pulled himself together. "I ain't seen ol' Tom in a bug's age," he said. "I was gonna look in on him anyways. I brang Jesus to your folks for a long time, an' I never took up a collection nor nothi n' but a bite to eat." "Come along," said Joad. "Pa'll be glad to see you. He always said you got too long a pecker for a preacher." He picked up his coat roll and tightened it snugly about his shoes and turtle. Casy gathered in his canvas sneakers and shove d his bare feet into them . "I ain't got your confidence," he said. "I'm always scared there's wire or glass under the dust. I don't know nothin' I hate so much as a cut toe." They hesitated on the edge of the shad e and then they plunged into the yellow sunlight like two swimm ers hastening to get to shore. After a few fast steps they slowed to a gentle, thoughtful pace. The cornstalks threw gray shadows sideways now, and the raw smell of hot dust was in the air. The corn field ended and dark green cotton took its place, dark green leaves through a f ilm of dust, and the bolls forming. It was spotty cotton, thick in the low places where water had stood, a nd bare on the high places. The plants strove against the sun. And distance, toward the horizon, was tan to invisibility. The dust road stretched out ahead of them, waving up and down. The willows of a stream lined across the west, and to the northwest a fallow section was going back to sparse brush. But the smell of burned dust was in the air, and the air was dry, so that mucus in the nose dried to a crust, and the eyes watered to keep the eyeballs from drying out. Casy said, "See how good the corn come along until the dust got up. Been a dinger of a crop." "Ever' year," said Joad. "Ever' year I can rem ember, we had a good crop comin' an' it never come. Grampa says she was good the fi rst five plowin's, while the wild grass was still in her." The road dropped down a little hill a nd climbed up another rolling hill. Casy said, "Ol' Tom's house can't be more'n a mile from here. Ain't she over that third ris e?" "Sure," said Joad. "'Less some body st ole it, like Pa stole it." "Your pa stole it?" "Sure, got it a mile an' a half east of here an' drug it. Was a family livin' there, an' they m oved away. Grampa an' Pa an' my br other Noah like to took the whole house, but she wouldn't come. They only got part of her. That's why she looks so funny on one end. They cut her in two an' drug her ove r with twelve head of horses and two mules. They was goin' back for the other ha lf an' stick her together again, but before they got there Wink Manley come with hi s boys and stole the other half. Pa an' Grampa was pretty sore, but a little later them an' Wink got drunk together an' laughed their heads off about it. Wink, he says his hous e is at stud, an' if we'll bring our'n over an' breed 'em we'll maybe get a litter of crap houses. Wink was a great ol' fella when he was drunk. After that him an' Pa an' Grampa was friends. Got drunk together ever' chance they got." "Tom's a great one," Casy agreed. They plodded dustily on down to the bottom of the draw, and then slowed their steps for th e rise. Casy wiped his forehead with his sleeve and put on his flat-topped hat again. "Y es," he repeated, "Tom was a great one.

For a godless man he was a great one. I seen him in meetin' sometimes when the sperit got into him just a little, an' I seen him ta ke ten-twelve foot jumps. I tell you when ol' Tom got a dose of the Holy Sperit you got to move fast to keep from gettin' run down an' tromped. Jumpy as a stud horse in a box stall." They topped the next rise and the road droppe d into an old water-cut, ugly and raw, a ragged course, and freshet scars cutting into it from both sides. A few stones were in the crossing. Joad minced across in his bare feet. "You talk about Pa," he said. "Maybe you never seen Uncle John the time they bap tized him over to Polk's place. Why, he got to plungin' an' jumpin'. Jumped over a feeny bush as big as a piana. Over he'd jump, an' back he'd jump, howlin' like a dog-w olf in moon time. Well, Pa seen him, an' Pa, he figgers he's the bes' Jesus-jumper in these parts. So Pa picks out a feeny bush 'bout twicet as big as Uncle John's feeny bush, and Pa lets out a squawk like a sow litterin' broken bottles, an' he takes a run at that feeny bush an' clears her an' bust his right leg. That took the sperit out of Pa. Pr eacher wants to pray it set, but Pa says, no, by God, he'd got his heart full of havin' a doc tor. Well, they wasn't a doctor, but they was a travelin' dentist, an' he set her. Preacher give her a prayin' over anyways." They plodded up the little rise on the other side of the wa ter-cut. Now that the sun was on the wane some of its impact was gone, and while the air was hot, \ the hammering rays were weaker. The strung wire on crooked poles still edged the road.

On the right-hand side a line of wire fen ce strung out across the cotton field, and the dusty green cotton was the same on both sides, dusty and dry and dark green.

Joad pointed to the boundary fence. "That the re's our line. We didn't really need no fence there, but we had the wire, an' Pa kinda liked her there. Said it give him a feelin' that forty was forty. Wouldn't of had the fen ce if Uncle John didn't come drivin' in one night with six spools of wire in his wagon. He give 'em to Pa for a shoat. We never did know where he got that wire." They slowed for the rise, moving their feet in the deep soft dust, feeling the earth with their feet. Joad's eyes were inward on his memory. He seemed to be laughing inside himself. "Uncle John was a crazy bastard," he said. "Like what he done with that shoat." He chuckled and walked on. Jim Casy waited impatiently. The story di d not continue. C asy gave it a good long time to come out. "Well, what'd he do with that shoat?" he demanded at last, with some irritation. "Huh? Oh! Well, he killed that shoat right th ere, an' he got Ma to light up the stove.

He cut out pork chops an' put 'em in the pan, an' he put ribs an' a leg in the oven. He et chops till the ribs was done, an' he et ribs ti ll the leg was done. An' then he tore into that leg. Cut off big hunks of her an' s hoved 'em in his mouth. Us kids hung around slaverin', an' he give us some, but he wouldn't give Pa none. By an' by he et so much he throwed up an' went to sleep. While he's asl eep us kids an' Pa finished off the leg.

Well, when Uncle John woke up in the mornin' he slaps another leg in the oven. Pa says, 'John, you gonna eat that whole damn pig?' An' he says, 'I ai m to, Tom, but I'm scairt some of her'll spoil 'fore I get her et, hungry as I am for pork. Maybe you better get a plate an' gimme back a couple rolls of wire .' Well, sir, Pa wasn't no fool. He jus' let Uncle John go on an' eat himself sick of pig, an' when he drove off he hadn't et much more'n half. Pa says, 'Whyn't you salt her down?' But not Uncle John; when he wants pig he wants a whole pig, an' when he's through, he don't want no pig hangin' around. So off he goes, and Pa salts down what's left." Casy said, "While I was still in the preachin ' sperit I'd a made a lesson of that an' spoke it to you, but I don't do that no more. What you s' pose he done a thing like that for?" "I dunno," said Joad. "He jus' got hungry fo r pork. Makes me hungry jus' to think of it. I had jus' four slices of roastin' pork in four years—one slice ever' Christmus." Casy suggested elaborately, "Maybe Tom'll kill the fatted calf like for the prodigal in Scripture." Joad laughed scornfully. "You don't know Pa . If he kills a chicken most of the squawkin' will come from Pa, not the chicke n. He don't never learn. He's always savin' a pig for Christmus and then it dies in Se ptember of bloat or somepin so you can't eat it. When Uncle John wanted por k he et pork. He had her." They moved over the curving top of the hill an d saw the Joad place below them.

And Joad stopped. "It ain't the same," he sa id. "Looka that house. Somepin's happened.

They ain't nobody there." The two stood and star ed at the little cluster of buildings. 5 THE OWNERS OF THE land came onto the land, or more often a spokesman for the owners came. They came in closed cars, and they felt the dry earth with their fingers, and sometimes they drove big earth augers into the ground for soil tests. The tenants, from their sun-beaten dooryards, wa tched uneasily when the closed cars drove along the fields. And at last the owner men drove into the dooryards and sat in their cars to talk out of the windows. The tenant men stood beside the cars for a while, and then squatted on their hams and found sticks with which to mark the dust.

In the open doors the women stood looking out, and behind them the children— corn-headed children, with wide eyes, one bare foot on top of the other bare foot, and the toes working. The women and the childre n watched their men talking to the owner men. They were silent. Some of the owner men were kind because th ey hated what they had to do, and some of them were angry because they hated to be cruel, and some of them were cold because they had long ago found that one coul d not be an owner unless one were cold.

And all of them were caught in something la rger than themselves. Some of them hated the mathematics that drove them, and some were afraid, and some worshiped the mathematics because it provided a refuge from thought and from feeling. If a bank or a finance company owned the land, the owner man said, The Bank—or the Company— needs—wants—insists—must have—as though the Bank or the Company were a monster, with thought and feeling, which had ensnared them. These last would take no responsibility for the banks or the companie s because they were men and slaves, while the banks were machines and masters all at the same time. Some of the owner men were a little proud to be slav es to such cold and powerful masters. The owner men sat in the cars and explained. You know the land is poor. You've scrabbled at it long enough, God knows. The squatting tenant men nodded and wondered and drew figures in the dust, and yes, they knew, God knows. If the dust onl y wouldn't fly. If the top would only stay on the soil, it might not be so bad. The owner men went on leadi ng to their point: You know the land' s getting poorer.

You know what cotton does to the land; r obs it, sucks all the blood out of it.

The squatters nodded—they knew, God knew. If they could only rotate the crops they m ight pump blood back into the land.

Well, it's too late. And the owner men expl ained the workings and the thinkings of the monster that was stronger than they we re. A man can hold land if he can just eat and pay taxes; he can do that. Yes, he can do that until his crops fail one day and he has to borrow m oney from the bank. But—you see, a bank or a company can't do that, because those creatures don' t breathe air, don't eat side-meat. They breathe profits; they eat the interest on money. If they don't get it, they die the way you die with out air, without side-meat. It is a sad thing, but it is so. It is just so. The squatting men raised their eyes to understand. Can' t we just hang on? Maybe the next year will be a good year. God knows how much cotton next year. And with all the wars—God knows what price cotton will bri ng. Don't they make explosives out of cotton? And uniforms? Get enough wars an d cotton'll hit the ceiling. Next year, maybe. They looked up questioningly. We can't depend on it. The bank—the monster has to have profits all the time. It can' t wait. It'll die. No, taxes go on. When the monster stops growing, it dies. It can't stay one size. Soft fingers began to tap the sill of the car window, and hard fingers tightened on the restless drawing sticks. In the doorways of the sun-beaten tenant houses, wom en sighed and then shifted feet so that the one that had been down was now \ on top, and the toes working. Dogs came sniffing near th e owner cars and wetted on all four tires one after another. And chickens lay in the sunny dust and fluffed their feathers to get the cleansing dust down to the skin. In the litt le sties the pigs grunted inquiringly over the muddy remnants of the slops. The squatting men looked down again. What do you want us to do?

We can't take less share of the crop—we're half starved now. The kids are hungry all the time. We got no clothes, torn an' ragged. If all the neighbors weren't the same, we'd be ashamed to go to meeting. And at last the owner men came to the point. The tenant system won't work any more. One man on a tractor can take the place of twelve or fourteen families. Pay him a wage and take all the crop. We have to do it. We don't like to do it. But the monster's sick. Something's happened to the monster. But you'll kill the land with cotton.

We know. We've got to take cotton quick be fore the land dies. Then we' ll sell the land. Lots of families in the East would like to own a piece of land. The tenant men looked up alarmed. But wh at' ll happen to us? How'll we eat?

You'll have to get off the land. The plows'll go through the dooryard.

And now the squatting men stood up angril y. G rampa took up the land, and he had to kill the Indians and drive them away. And Pa was born here, and he killed weeds and snakes. Then a bad year came and he had to borrow a little money. An' we was born here. There in the door—our children born here. And Pa had to borrow money.

The bank owned the land then, but we stayed and we got a little bit of what we raised.

We know that—all that. It's not us, it's the bank. A bank isn' t like a man. Or an owner with fifty thousand acres, he isn't like a man either. That's the monster.

Sure, cried the tenant men, but it's our land. We m easured it and broke it up. We were born on it, and we got killed on it, died on it. Even if it's no good, it's still ours.

That's what makes it ours—being born on it, working it, dying on it. That makes ownership, not a paper with numbers on it. We're sorry. It's not us. It's the monster. The bank isn't like a man.

Yes, but the bank is only made of men.

No, you're wrong there—quite wrong there. Th e bank is som ething else than men. It happens that every man in a bank hates wh at the bank does, and yet the bank does it.

The bank is something more than men, I tell you. It's the monster. Men made it, but they can't control it. The tenants cried, Grampa killed Indians, Pa killed snakes f or the land. Maybe we can kill banks—they're worse than Indians and snakes. Maybe we got to fight to keep our land, like Pa and Grampa did. And now the owner men grew angry. You'll have to go.

But it's ours, the tenant men cried. We— No. The bank, the monster owns it. You'll have to go.

We'll get our guns, like Grampa when the Indians cam e. What then?

Well—first the sheriff, and then the troops . You' ll be stealing if you try to stay, you'll be murderers if you kill to stay. The m onster isn't men, but it can make men do what it wants. But if we go, where'll we go? How'll we go? We got no money.

We're sorry, said the owner men. The bank, the fifty-thousand-acre owner can't be responsible. You' re on land that isn't your s. Once over the line maybe you can pick cotton in the fall. Maybe you can go on relief. Why don't you go on west to California?

There's work there, and it ne ver gets cold. Why, you can r each out anywhere and pick an orange. Why, there's always some kind of crop to work in. Why don't you go there?

And the owner men started their cars and rolled away. The tenant men squatted down on their hams again to m ark the dust with a stick, to figure, to wonder. Their sunburned faces were dark, and their sun-whipped eyes were light. The women moved cautiously out of the doorways toward their men, and the children crept behind the wo men, cautiously, ready to run. The bigger boys squatted beside their fathers, because that made th em men. After a time the women asked, What did he want? And the men looked up for a second, and the smolder of pain was in their eyes. We got to get off. A tractor and a superintendent. L ike factories.

Where'll we go? the women asked.

We don't know. We don't know.

And the women went quickly, quietly back into the houses and herded the children ahead of them. They knew that a m an so hurt and so perplexed may turn in anger, even on people he loves. They left the men alone to figure and to wonder in the dust. After a time perhaps the tenant man looked about—at the pump put in ten years ago, with a goose-neck handle and iron flowers on the sp out, at the chopping block where a thousand chickens had been killed, at the hand plow lying in the shed, and the patent crib hanging in the rafters over it.

The children crowded about the wom en in the houses. What we going to do, Ma?

Where we going to go? The women said, We don't know, yet. Go out and play. But don't go near your father. He might whale you if you go near hi m . And the women went on with the work, but all the time they watched the men squa tting in the dust—perplexed and figuring.

THE TRACTORS cam e over the roads and into the fields, great crawlers moving like insects, having the incredible strength of insects. They crawled over the ground, laying the track and rolling on it and picking it up. Di esel tractors, puttering while they stood idle; they thundered when they moved, a nd then settled down to a droning roar.

Snubnosed monsters, raising the dust and sticking their snouts into it, straight down the country, across the country, through fences, th rough dooryards, in and out of gullies in straight lines. They did not run on the gr ound, but on their own roadbeds. They ignored hills and gulches, water courses, fences, houses. The man sitting in the iron seat did not look like a man; gloved, goggled, rubber dust mask over nose and mouth, he was a part of the monster, a robot in the seat. The thunder of the cylinders sounde d through the country, became one with the air and the earth, so that earth and air muttered in sy mpathetic vibration. The driver could not control it—straight across country it went, cutting through a dozen farms and straight back. A twitch at the controls could swerve the cat', but the driver's hands could not twitch because the monster that built the tractors, the monster that sent the tractor out, had somehow got into the driver's hands, into his brain and muscle, had goggled him and muzzled him—goggled his mind, muzzled his speech, goggled his perception, muzzled his protest. He could not see the land as it was, he could not smell the land as it smelled; his feet did not stamp the clods or feel the warmth and power of the earth.

He sat in an iron seat and st epped on iron pedals. He could no t cheer or beat or curse or encourage the extension of his power, and because of this he could not c\ heer or whip or curse or encourage himself. He did not know or own or trust or beseech the land. If a seed dropped did not germinate, it was not hing. If the young thrusting plant withered in drought or drowned in a fl ood of rain, it was no more to the driver than to the tractor. He loved the land no more than the ba nk loved the land. He could adm ire the tractor—its machined surfaces, its surge of power, the roar of its detonating cylinders; but it was not his tractor. Behind the tractor rolled the shining disks, cutting the earth with blades—not plowing but surgery, pushing the cut earth to the right where the second row of disks cut it and pushed it to the left; slicing blades shining, polished by the cut earth. And pulled behind the disks, th e harrows combing with iron teeth so that the little clods broke up a nd the earth lay smooth. Behi nd the harrows, the long seeders—twelve curved iron pe nes erected in the foundry, orgasms set by gears, raping methodically, raping without passion. The driver sat in his iron seat and he was proud of the straight lines he did not will, proud of the tractor he did not own or love, proud of the power he could not control. And when that crop grew, and was harvested, no man had crumbled a hot clod in his fingers and let the earth sift past his fingertips. No man had touched the seed, or lusted for the growth. Men ate what they had not raised, had no connection with the bread. The la nd bore under iron, and under iron gradually died; for it was not loved or ha ted, it had no prayers or curses.

At noon the tractor driver stopped sometim es near a tenant house and opened his lunch: sandwiches wrapped in waxed paper, white bread, pickle, cheese, Spa m, a piece of pie branded like an engine part. He at e without relish. And tenants not yet moved away came out to see him, looked curiously while the goggles were taken off, and the rubber dust mask, leaving white circles around the eyes and a large white circle around nose and mouth. The exhaust of th e tractor puttered on, for fuel is so cheap it is more efficient to leave the engine running than to heat the Diesel nose for a new start.

Curious children crowded close, ragged ch ildren who ate their fried dough as they watched. They watched hungrily the unwrappi ng of the sandwiches, and their hunger- sharpened noses smelled the pickle, cheese, and Spam. They didn't speak to the driver.

They watched his hand as it carried food to his mouth. They did not watch him chewing; their eyes followed the hand that held the sandwich. After a while the tenant who could not leave the place came out and squatted in the shade beside the tractor.

"Why, you're Joe Davis's boy!" "Sure," the driver said.

"Well, what you doing this kind of work for—against your own people?" "Three dollars a day. I got damn sick of creeping for m y dinner—and not getting it.

I got a wife and kids. We got to eat. Three dollars a day, and it comes every day." "That's right," the tenant said. "But for your three dollars a da y fifteen or twenty families can't eat at all. Nearly a hundred people have to go out and wander on the roads for your three dollars a day. Is that right?" And the driver said, "Can't think of that. Got to think of my own kids. Three dollars a day, and it com es every day. Times are changing, mister, don't you know? Can't make a living on the land unless you've got tw o, five, ten thousand acres and a tractor.

Crop land isn't for little guys like us any more. You don't kick up a howl because you can't make Fords, or because you're not the telephone company. Well, crops are like that now. Nothing to do about it. You try to get three dollars a day someplace. That's the only way." The tenant pondered. "Funny thing how it is. If a m an owns a little property, that property is him, it's part of him, and it's lik e him. If he owns property only so he can walk on it and handle it and be sad when it isn't doing well, and feel fine when the rain falls on it, that property is him, and some way he's bigger because he owns it. Even if he isn't successful he's big with his property. That is so." And the tenant pondered more. "But let a ma n get property he doesn' t see, or can't take time to get his fingers in, or can't be there to walk on it—why, then the property is the man. He can't do what he wants, he can't think what he wants. The property is the man, stronger than he is. And he is small, not big. Only his possessions are big—and he's the servant of his pr operty. That is so, too." The driver munched the branded pie and th rew the cru st away. "Times are changed, don't you know? Thinking about stuff like that don't feed the kids. Get your three dollars a day, feed your kids. You got no call to worry about anybody's kids but your own. You get a reputation for talking like that, and you'll never get three dollars a day.

Big shots won't give you three dollars a day if you worry about anything but your three dollars a day." "Nearly a hundred people on the road fo r your th ree dollars. Where will we go?" "And that reminds me," the driver said, "you better get out soon. I'm going through the dooryard after dinner." "You filled in the well this morning." "I know. Had to keep the line straight . But I'm going through the dooryard after dinner. Got to keep the lines straight. A nd—well, you know J oe Davis, my old man, so I'll tell you this. I got orders wherever ther e's a family not moved out—if I have an accident—you know, get too close and cave th e house in a little—well, I might get a couple of dollars. And my youngest kid never had no shoes yet." "I built it with my hands. Straightened old nails to put the sheathing on. Rafters are wired to the stringers with baling wire. It ' s mine. I built it. You bump it down—I'll be in the window with a rifle. You even co me too close and I'll pot you like a rabbit." "It's not me. There's nothing I can do. I' ll lose my job if I don' t do it. And look— suppose you kill me? They'll just hang you, but long before you're hung there'll be another guy on the tractor, and he'll bump the house down. You're not killing the right guy." "That's so," the tenant said. "Who gave you orders?

I'll go after him. He's the one to kill." "You're wrong. He got his orders from th e bank. The bank told him , 'Clear those people out or it's your job.'" "Well, there's a president of the bank. Ther e' s a board of directors. I'll fill up the magazine of the rifle and go into the bank." The driver said, "Fellow was telling me the bank gets orders from the East. The orders were, 'Make the land show profit or we'll close you up.'" "But where does it stop? Who can we shoot? I don' t aim to starve to death before I kill the man that's starving me." "I don't know. Maybe there's nobody to shoot. Maybe the thing isn' t men at all.

Maybe like you said, the pr operty's doing it. Anyway I told you my orders." "I got to figure," the tena nt said. "We all got to figur e. Th ere's some way to stop this. It's not like lightning or earthquakes . We've got a bad thing made by men, and by God that's something we can change." The tenant sat in his doorway, and the driver thundered his engine and started off, tracks falling and curving, harrows combing, and the phalli of the seeder sli pping into the ground. Across th e dooryard the tractor cut, and the hard, foot-beaten ground was seeded field, and the tractor cut through again; the uncut space was ten feet wide. And back he came. The iron guard bit into the house-corner, crumbled the wall, and wrenched the little house from its foundation so that it fell sideways, crushed like a bug. A nd the driver was goggled and a rubber mask covered his nose and mouth. The tractor cu t a straight line on, and the air and the ground vibrated with its thunder. The tenant man stared after it, his rifle in his hand.

His wife was beside him, and the quiet children behind. And all of them stared after the tractor. 6 THE REVEREND CASY and young Tom stood on the hill and looked down on the Joad place. The small unpainted house was mashed at one corner, and it had been pushed off its foundations so that it slumped at an angle, its blind front windows pointing at a spot of sky well above the horizon. The fences were gone and the cotton grew in the dooryard and up against the house, and the cotton was about the shed barn.

The outhouse lay on its side, and the cotton grew close against it. Where the dooryard had been pounded hard by the bare feet of children and by stamping horses' hooves and by the broad wagon wheels, it was cultivated now, and the dark green, dusty cotton grew. Young Tom stared for a long time at the ragged willow beside the dry horse trough, at the concrete base where the pump had been. "Jesus!" he said at last. "Hell musta popped here. There ain't nobody livin' there." At last he moved quickly down the hill, and Casy followed him. He looked into the barn shed, deserted, a little ground straw on the floor, and at the mule stall in the corner. And as he looked in, there was a skittering on the floor and a fa mily of mice faded in under the straw. Joad paused at the entrance to the tool-shed lean to, and no tools were there—a broken plow point, a mess of hay wire in the corner, an iron wheel from a hayrake a nd a rat-gnawed mule collar, a flat gallon oil can crusted w ith dirt and oil, and a pair of torn overalls hanging on a nail. "There ain't nothin' left," said Joad. "W e had pretty nice tools. There ain't nothin' left." Casy said, "If I was still a preacher I'd say the arm of the Lord had struck. But now I don't know what happened. I been away. I didn't hear nothin'." They walked toward the concrete well-cap, walked thr ough cotton plants to get to it, and the bolls were forming on the cotton, and the land was cultivated. "We never planted here," Joad said. "We always kept this clear. Why, you can't get a horse in now without he trom ps the cotton." They paused at the dry watering trough, and the proper weeds that should grow under a trough were gone and the old thick wood of the trough was dry and cracked. On th e well-cap the bolts that had held the pump stuck up, their threads ru sty and the nuts gone. Joad looked into the tube of the well and listened. He dropped a clod down th e well and listened. "She was a good well," he said. "I can't hear water." He s eemed reluctant to go to the house. He dropped clod after clod down the well. "Maybe they 're all dead," he said. "But somebody'd a told me. I'd a got word some way." "Maybe they left a letter or something to tell in the house. Would they of knowed you was com in' out?" "I don' know," said Joad. "No, I guess not. I didn' t know myself till a week ago." "Le's look in the house. She's all pushed out a shape. Som ething knocked the hell out of her." They walked sl owly toward the sagging house. Two of the supports of the porch roof were pushed out so that the roof flopped down on one end. And the house- corner was crushed in. Through a maze of splintered wood the room at the corner was visible. The front door hung open inward, a nd a low strong gate across the front door hung outward on leather hinges. Joad stopped at the step, a twelve-by-twelve tim ber. "Doorstep's here," he said. "But they're gone—or Ma's dead." He pointed to the low gate across the front door. "If Ma was anywheres about, that gate'd be s hut an' hooked. That's one thing she always done—seen that gate was shut." His eyes were warm. "Ever since the pig got in over to Jacobs' an' et the baby. Milly Jacobs was jus' out in the barn. She come in while the pig was still eatin' it. Well, Milly Jacobs was in a family way, an' she went ravin'. Never did get over it. Touched ever since. But Ma took a lesson from it. She never lef' that pig gate open 'less she was in the house he rself. Never did forget. No—they're gone— or dead." He climbed to the split porch and looked into the kitchen. The windows were broken out, and throwing rocks lay on the fl oor, and the floor and walls sagged steeply away from the door, and the sifted dust wa s on the boards. Joad pointed to the broken glass and the rocks. "Kids," he said. "The y'll go twenty miles to bust a window. I done it myself. They know when a house is empty, they know. That's the fust thing kids do when folks move out." The kitchen was em pty of furniture, stove gone and the round stovepipe hole in the wall showing light. On the sink shelf lay an old beer opener and a broken fork with its wooden handle gone. Joad slipped cauti ously into the room, and the floor groaned under his weight. An old copy of the Philadelphia Ledger was on the floor against the wall, its pa ges yellow and curling. Joad looked into the bedroom—no bed, no chairs, nothing. On the wall a picture of an Indian girl in color, labeled Red Wing. A bed slat leaning against the wall, and in one corner a woman's high button shoe, curled up at the toe and broken over the instep. Joad picked it up and looked at it.

"I remember this," he said. "This was Ma's. It's all wore out now. Ma liked them shoes.

Had 'em for years. No, they've went—an' took ever'thing." The sun had lowered until it came through the angled end windows now, and it flashed on the edges of the broke n g lass. Joad turned at last and went out and crossed the porch. He sat down on the edge of it and rested his bare feet on the twelve-by- twelve step. The evening light was on the fields, and the cotton plants threw long shadows on the ground, and the molting willow tree threw a long shadow. Casy sat down beside Joad. "They never wrote you nothin' ?" he asked.

"No. Like I said, they wasn't people to write . Pa could write, but he wouldn' t. Didn't like to. It give him the shivers to write. He could work out a cat alogue order as good as the nex' fella, but he wouldn't write no letters just for ducks." They sat side by side, staring off into the distance. Joad laid hi s rolled coat on the porch beside him. His independent hands rolled a cigarette, smoothe d it and lighted it, and he inhaled deeply and blew the smoke out through his nose. "Som epin's wrong," he said. "I can't put my finger on her. I got an itch that somepin's wronger'n hell. Just this house pushed aroun' an' my folks gone." Casy said, "Right over there the ditch was, where I done the baptizin' . You wasn't mean, but you was tough. Hung onto that little girl's pigtail like a bulldog. We baptize' you both in the name of the Holy Ghos', and still you hung on. Ol' Tom says, 'Hol' 'im under water.' So I shove your head down till you start to bubblin' before you'd let go a that pigtail. You wasn't mean, but you was tough. Sometimes a tough kid grows up with a big jolt of the sperit in him." A lean gray cat came sneaking out of the ba rn and crept through the cotton plants to the end of the porch. It leaped silently up to th e porch and crept low-belly toward the men. It came to a place between and behind the two, and then it sat down, and its tail stretched out straight and flat to the floor, and the last inch of it flicked. The cat sat and looked off into the distance where the men were looking. Joad glanced around at it. "By God! Look who's here. Somebody stayed." He put out his hand, but the cat leaped away out of reach and sat down and licked the pads of its lifted paw. Joad looked at it, and his fa ce was puzzled. "I know what's the matter," he cried. "That cat jus' made me figger what's wrong." "Seems to me there's lots wrong," said Casy.

"No, it's more'n jus' this place. Whyn't th at cat jus' move in with some neighbors— with the Rances. How come nobody ripped so me lumber off this house? Ain't been nobody here for three-four months, an' nobody 's stole no lumber. Nice planks on the barn shed, plenty good planks on the hous e, winda frames—an' nobody's took 'em.

That ain't right. That's what was botherin' me, an' I couldn't catch hold of her." "Well, what's that figger out for you?" Casy reached down and slipped off his sneakers and wriggled hi s long toes on the step.

"I don' know. Seems like maybe there ain't any neighbors. If there was, would all them nice planks be here? Why, Jesus Christ ! Albert Rance took his family, kids an' dogs an' all, into Oklahoma City one Christmus. They was gonna visit with Albert's cousin. Well, folks aroun' here thought Al bert moved away without sayin' nothin'— figgered maybe he got debts or some woman's squarin' off at him. When Albert come back a week later there wasn't a thing lef' in his house—stove was gone, beds was gone, winda frames was gone, an' eight feet of plankin' was gone off the south side of the house so you could look right through her. He come drivin' home just as Muley Graves was going away with the doors an ' the well pump. Took Albert two weeks drivin' aroun' the neighbors' 'f ore he got his stuff back." Casy scratched his toes luxuriously. "D idn' t nobody give him an argument? All of 'em jus' give the stuff up?" "Sure. They wasn't stealin' it. They thought he lef' it, an' they ju s' took it. He got all of it back—all but a sofa pilla, velvet with a pitcher of an Injun on it. Albert claimed Grampa got it. Claimed Grampa got Injun bl ood, that's why he wants that pitcher.

Well, Grampa did get her, but he didn't give a damn about the pitcher on it. He jus' liked her. Used to pack her aroun' an' he'd put her wherever he was gonna sit. He never would give her back to Albert . Says, 'If Albert wants this pilla so bad, let him come an' get her. But he better come shootin', 'cause I'll blow his goddamn stinkin' head off if he comes messin' aroun' my pilla.' So finally Albert give up an' made Grampa a present of that pilla. It give Grampa id ears, though. He took to savin' chicken feathers. Says he's gonna have a whole damn bed of feathers. But he never got no feather bed. One time Pa got mad at a skunk under the house. Pa sl apped that skunk with a two-by-four, and Ma burned all Grampa's feathers so we could live in the house." He laughed.

"Grampa's a tough ol' bastard. Jus' set on that Injun pilla an' says, 'Let Albert come an' get her. Why,' he says, 'I'll take that squirt and wring 'im out like a pair of drawers.'" The cat crept close between the men again, a nd its tail lay flat and its whiskers jerked now and then. The sun dropped low toward the horizon and the dusty air was red and golden. The cat reached out a gray questioning paw and touched Joad's coat.

He looked around. "Hell, I forgot the turtle . I ain't gonna pack it all over hell." He unwrapped the land turtle and pushed it unde r the house. But in a moment it was out, headed southwest as it had been from the firs t. The cat leaped at it and struck at its straining head and slashed at its moving feet. The old, hard, humorous head was pulled in, and the thick tail slapped in under the shell, and when the cat grew ti red of waiting for it and walked off, the turtle headed on southwest again. Young Tom Joad and the preacher watched the turtle go—waving its legs and boosting its heavy, high-dom ed shell along toward the southwest. The cat crept along behind for a while, but in a dozen yards it arched its back to a strong \ taut bow and yawned, and came stealthily back toward the seated men. "Where the hell you s'pose he's goin'?" said Jo ad. "I seen turtles all m y life. They're always goin' someplace. They always seem to want to get there." The gray cat seated itself between and behind them again. It blin ked slowly. The skin over its shoulders jerked forward under a flea, and then slippe d slowly back. The cat lifted a paw and inspected it, flicked its claws out and in ag ain experimentally, and licked its pads with a shell-pink tongue. The red sun touched the horizon and spread out like a jellyfish, and the sky above it seemed much brighter and more alive than it had been. Joad unrolled his new yellow shoes from his coat, and he brushed his dusty feet with his hand before he slipped them on. The preacher, staring off across the fields , said, "Som ebody's comin'. Look! Down there, right through the cotton." Joad looked where Casy's finger pointed. "C om in' afoot," he said. "Can't see 'im for the dust he raises. Who the hell's comin' he re?" They watched the figure approaching in the evening light, and the dust it raised was reddened by the setting sun. "Man," said Joad. The man drew closer, and as he walk ed past the barn, Joad said, "Why, I know him. You know him—that's Muley Graves." And he called, "Hey, Muley! How ya?" The approaching man stopped, startled by the call, and then he came on quickly. He was a lean m an, rather short. His movements were jerky and quick. He carried a gunny sack in his hand. His blue jeans were pale at knee and seat, and he wore an old black suit coat, stained and spotted, the sleeves torn loose from the shoulders in back, and ragged holes worn thro ugh at the elbows. His black hat wa s as stained as his coat, and the band, torn half free, flopped up and dow n as he walked. Muley's face was smooth and unwrinkled, but it wore th e truculent look of a bad child's, the mouth held tight and small, the little eyes ha lf scowling, half petulant.

"You remember Muley," Joad sa id softly to th e preacher.

"Who's that?" the advancing man called. Joad did not ans wer. Muley came close, very close, before he made out the faces. "W ell, I'll be damned," he said. "It's Tommy Joad. When'd you get out, Tommy?" "Two days ago," said Joad. "Took a little tim e to hitchhike home. An' look here what I find. Where's my folks, Muley? What 's the house all smashed up for, an' cotton planted in the dooryard?" "By God, it's lucky I come by!" said Muley. "Cause ol' Tom worried himself. When they was fixin' to move I was settin' in the kitchen there. I jus' tol' Tom I wan't gonna move, by God. I tol' him that, an' Tom says , 'I'm worryin' myself about Tommy. S'pose he comes home an' they ain't nobody here. What'll he think?' I says, 'Whyn't you write down a letter?' An' Tom says, 'M aybe I will. I'll think about her. But if I don't, you keep your eye out for Tommy if you're still aroun'.' 'I'll be aroun',' I says. 'I'll be aroun' till hell freezes over. There ain't nobody can run a guy name of Graves outa this country.' An' they ain't done it, neither." Joad said impatiently, "Where's my folks? Tell about you standin' up to 'em later, but where's my folks?" "Well, they was gonna stick her out when th e bank com e to tractorin' off the place.

Your grampa stood out here with a rifle, an ' he blowed the headlights off the cat', but she come on just the same. Your grampa didn' t wanta kill the guy drivin' that cat', an' that was Willy Feeley, an' Willy knowed it, so he jus' come on, an' bumped the hell outa the house, an' give her a shake like a dog shakes a rat. Well, it took somepin outa Tom. Kinda got into 'im. He ain't been the same ever since." "Where is my folks?" Joad spoke angrily.

"What I'm tellin' you. Took three trips with your Uncle John' s wagon. Took the stove an' the pump an' the beds. You should a s een them beds go out with all them kids an' your granma an' grampa settin' up agai nst the headboard, an' your brother Noah settin' there smokin' a cigarette, an' spittin ' la-de-da over the side of the wagon." Joad opened his mouth to speak. "They're all at your Uncle John's," Muley said quickly. "Oh! All at John's. Well, what they doi n' there? Now stick to her for a second, Muley. Jus' stick to her. In jus' a minu te you can go on your own way. What they doin' there?" "Well, they been choppin' cotton, all of 'em, even the kids an' your grampa. Gettin' money together so they can shove on we st. Gonna buy a car and shove on west where it's easy livin'. There ain't nothin' here. Fifty cents a clean acre for choppin' cotton, an' folks beggin' for the chance to chop." "An' they ain't gone yet?" "No," said Muley. "Not that I know. Las' I heard was four days ago when I seen your brother Noah out shootin' jackrabbits, an' he sa ys they're aimin' to go in about two weeks. John got his notice he got to get off. You jus' go on about eight miles to John's place. You'll find your folks piled in J ohn's house like gophers in a winter burrow." "O.K.," said Joad. "Now you can ride on your own way. You ain' t changed a bit, Muley. If you want to tell about somepin of f northwest, you point your nose straight southeast." Muley said truculently, "You ain't changed neither. You was a smart-aleck kid, an' you' re still a smart aleck. You ain't tellin' me how to skin my life, by any chancet?" Joad grinned. "No, I ain't. If you wanta dr ive your head into a pile a broken glass, there ain' t nobody can tell you different. You know this here preacher, don't you, Muley? Rev. Casy." "Why, sure, sure. Didn't look over. Reme m ber him well." Casy stood up and the two shook hands. "Glad to see you again," said Muley. "You ain't been aroun' for a hell of a long time." "I been off a-askin' questions," said Ca sy. " What happened here? Why they kickin' folks off the lan'?" Muley's mouth snapped shut so tightly that a little parrot's beak in the middle of his upper lip stuck down over his under lip. He sc owled. "Them sons-a-bitches," he said.

"Them dirty sons-a-bitches. I tell ya, men, I' m stayin'. They ain't gettin' rid a me. If they throw me off, I'll come back, an' if they figger I'll be quiet underground, why, I'll take couple-three of the sons-a-bitches al ong for company." He patted a heavy weight in his side coat pocket. "I ain't a-goin'. My pa come here fifty years ago. An' I ain't a- goin'." Joad said, "What's the idear of kickin' the folks off?" "Oh! They talked pretty about it. You know wha t kinda years we been havin'. Dust comin' up an' spoilin' ever'thing so a man didn 't get enough crop to plug up an ant's ass.

An' ever'body got bills at th e grocery. You know how it is. Well, the folks that owns the lan' says, 'We can't afford to keep no te nants.' An' they says, 'The share a tenant gets is jus' the margin a profit we can't afford to lose.' An' they says, 'If we put all our lan' in one piece we can jus' hardly make her pay.' So they tractored all the tenants off a the lan'. All 'cept me, an' by God I ain' t goin'. Tommy, you know me. You knowed me all your life." "Damn right," said Joad, "all my life." "Well, you know I ain't a fool. I know th is land ain' t much good. Never was much good 'cept for grazin'. Never should a broke her up. An' now she's cottoned damn near to death. If on'y they didn't tell me I got to get off, why, I'd prob'y be in California right now a-eatin' grapes an' a-pickin' an orange when I wanted. But them sons-a-bitches says I got to get off—an', Jesus Chri st, a man can't, when he's tol' to!" "Sure," said Joad. "I wonder Pa went so easy. I wonder Grampa didn' kill nobody.

Nobody never tol' Grampa where to put his feet. An' Ma ain't nobody you can push aroun' neither. I seen her beat the hell out of a tin peddler with a live chic\ ken one time 'cause he give her a argument. She had the ch icken in one han', an' the ax in the other, about to cut its head off. Sh e aimed to go for that peddler with the ax, but she forgot which hand was which, an' she takes after him with the chicken. Couldn' even eat that chicken when she got done. They wasn't nothi ng but a pair a legs in her han'. Grampa throwed his hip outa joint laughin '. How'd my folks go so easy?" "Well, the guy that comes aroun' talked nice as pie. ' You got to get off. It ain't my fault.' 'Well,' I says, 'whose fa ult is it? I'll go an' I'll nut the fella.' 'It's the Shawnee Lan' an' Cattle Company. I jus' got orders.' 'Who 's the Shawnee Lan' an' Cattle Company?' 'It ain't nobody. It's a company.' Got a fe lla crazy. There wasn't nobody you could lay for. Lot a the folks jus' got tired out lookin' for somepin to be mad at—but not me. I'm mad at all of it. I'm stayin'." A large red drop of sun lingered on the hor izon and then dripped over and was gone, and the sky was brilliant over the spot where it had gone, and a torn cl\ oud, like a bloody rag, hung over the spot of its going.

And dusk crept over the sky from the eastern horizon, and darkness crept over the land from the east. The evening star flashed and glittered in the dusk. The gray ca t sneaked away toward the open barn shed and passed inside like a shadow. Joad said, "Well, we ain't gonna walk no eight miles to Uncle John's place tonight.

My dogs is burned up. How' s it if we go to your place, Muley? That's on'y about a mile." "Won't do no good." Muley seemed embarrassed. "My wife an' the kids an' her brother all took an' went to California. They wasn't nothin' to eat. They wasn't as mad as me, so they went. They wasn't nothin' to eat here." The preacher stirred nervously. "You should of went too. Y ou shouldn't of broke up the fambly." "I couldn'," said Muley Graves. "Som epin jus' wouldn' let me." "Well, by God, I'm hungry," said Joad. "Four solemn years I been eatin' right on the minute. My guts is yellin' bloody murder. What you gonna eat, Muley? How you been gettin' your dinner?" Muley said ashamedly, "For a while I et frogs an' squirrels an' prairie dogs som etimes. Had to do it. But now I got some wire nooses on the tracks in the dry stream brush. Get rabbits, an' sometimes a prairie chicken. Skunks get caught, an' coons, too." He reached down, picked up hi s sack, and emptied it on the porch. Two cottontails and a jackrabbit fell out and rolled over limply, soft and furry.

"God Awmighty," said Joad, "it's more'n four years sence I've et fresh-killed meat." Casy picked up one of the cottontails and held it in his hand. "You sharin' with us, Muley Graves?" he asked. Muley fidgeted in embarrassment. "I ain't got no choice in the m atter." He stopped on the ungracious sound of his words. "That ain't like I mean it. That ain't. I mean"— he stumbled—"what I mean, if a fella's got somepin to eat an' another fella's hungry— why, the first fella ain't got no choice. I mean, s'pose I pick up my rabbits an' go off somewheres an' eat 'em. See?" "I see," said Casy. "I can see that. Muley sees somepin there, Tom. Muley's got a- holt of som epin, an' it's too big for him, an' it's too big for me." Young Tom rubbed his hands together. "Who got a knife? Le' s get at these here miserable rodents. Le's get at 'em." Muley reached in his pants pocket and produ ced a large horn-handled pocket knife.

Tom Joad took it from him, opened a blade, and smelled it. He drove the blade again and again into the ground and smelled it ag ain, wiped it on his trouser leg, and felt the edge with his thumb. Muley took a quart bottle of water out of his hip pocket and set it on the porch. "Go easy on tha t there water," he said. "That's all there is. This here well's filled in." Tom took up a rabbit in his hand. "One of you go get som e bale wire outa the barn.

We'll make a fire with some a this broken plank from the house." He looked at the dead rabbit. "There ain't nothin' so easy to get ready as a rabbit," he said. He lifted the skin of the back, slit it, put his fingers in the hole, and tore the skin off. It slipped off like a stocking, slipped off the body to the ne ck, and off the legs to the paws. Joad picked up the knife again and cut off head and feet. He laid the skin down, slit the rabbit along the ribs, shook out the intestines onto the skin, and then threw the mess off into the cotton field. And the clean-muscled little body was ready. Joad cut off the legs and cut the meaty back into two pieces. He was picking up the second rabbit when Casy came back with a snarl of bale wire in his hand. "Now build up a fire and put some stakes up," said Joad. "Jesus Christ, I'm hungry for these here creatures!" He cleaned and cut the rest of the rabbits and strung them on the wire. Muley and Casy tore splintered boards from the wrecked house- corner and started a fire, and they drove a stake into the ground on each side to hold the wire. Muley came back to Joad. "L ook out for boils on that jackrabbit," he said. "I don' t like to eat no jackrabbit with boils." He t ook a little cloth bag from his pocket and put it on the porch. Joad said, "The jack was clean as a whis tle—Jesus God, you got salt too? By any chance you got som e plates an' a tent in your pocket?" He poured salt in his hand and sprinkled it over the pieces of rabbit strung on the wire. The fire leaped and threw shadows on the house, and the dry wood crackled and snapped. The sky was almost dark now and th e stars were out sharply. The gray cat came out of the barn shed and trotted miao wing toward the fire, but, nearly there, it turned and went directly to one of the lit tle piles of rabbit entrails on the ground. It chewed and swallowed, and the entrails hung from its mouth.

Casy sat on the ground beside the fire, f eeding it broken pieces of board, pushing the long boards in as the flame ate off th eir ends. The evening bats flashed into the firelight and out again. The cat crouched b ack and licked its lips and washed its face and whiskers. Joad held up his rabbit-laden wire between his two hands and walked to the fire.

"Here, take one end, Muley. W rap your end around that stake. That's good, now! Let's tighten her up. We ought to wait till the fire's burned down, but I can't wait." He made the wire taut, then found a stick and slipped the pieces of meat along the wire until they were over the fire. And the flames licked up around the meat and hardened and glazed the surfaces. Joad sat down by the fire, but with his stick he moved and turned the rabbit so that it would not b ecome sealed to the wire. "This here is a party," he said.

"Salt, Muley's got, an' water an' rabbits. I wi sh he got a pot of hominy in his pocket.

That's all I wish." Muley said over the fire, "You fellas' d think I'm touched, the way I live." "Touched nothin'," said Joad. "If you're touched, I wisht ever' body was touched." Muley continued, "Well, sir, it's a funny thing. Somepin went an' happened to me when they tol' me I had to get off the pla ce. Fust I was gonna go in an' kill a whole flock a people. Then all my folks all went away out west. An' I got wanderin' aroun'.

Jus' walkin' aroun'. Never went far. Slep' wh ere I was. I was gonna sleep here tonight.

That's why I come. I'd tell myself, 'I'm lookin' after things so when all the folks come back it'll be all right.' But I knowed that wa n't true. There ain't nothin' to look after.

The folks ain't never comin' back. I'm jus' wanderin' aroun' like a damn ol' graveyard ghos'." "Fella gets use' to a place, it's hard to go," said Casy. "Fella gets use' to a way a thinkin' it's hard to leave. I ain't a preacher no more, but all the time I find I'm prayin', not even thinkin' what I'm doin." Joad turned the pieces of meat over on the wire. The juice was dripping now, and every drop, as it fell in the fire, sho t up a spurt of flame. The smooth surface of the meat was crinkling up and turning a faint brown. "Smell her," said Joad. "Jesus, look down an' just smell her!" Muley went on, "Like a damn ol' graveyard ghos'. I been goin' aroun' the places where stuff happened. Like there' s a place over by our forty; in a gully they's a bush.

Fust time I ever laid with a girl was there. Me fourteen an' stampin' an' jerkin' an' snortin' like a buck deer, randy as a billygoa t. So I went there an' I laid down on the groun', an' I seen it all happen again. An' th ere's the place down by the barn where Pa got gored to death by a bull. An' his blood is right in that groun', right now. Mus' be.

Nobody never washed it out. An' I put my han' on that groun' where my own pa's blood is part of it." He paused uneasily. "You fellas think I'm touched?" Joad turned the meat, and his eyes were in ward. Casy, feet drawn up, stared into the fire. Fifteen feet back from the men the fed cat was sitting, the l ong gray tail wrapped neatly around the front feet. A big owl shrieked as it went overhead, and the firelight showed its white underside and the spread of its wings.

"No," said Casy. "You're lonely—but you ain't touched." Muley's tight little face was rigid. "I put my han' right on the groun' where that blood is still. An' I seen my pa with a hol e through his ches', an' I felt him shiver up against me like he done, an' I seen him kind of settle back an' reach with his han's an' his feet. An' I seen his eyes all milky with hurt, an' then he was still an' his eyes so clear—lookin' up. An' me a little kid settin' there, not cryin' nor nothin', jus' settin' there." He shook his head shar ply. Joad turned the meat over and over. "An' I went in the room where Joe was born. Bed wasn't there, but it was the room. An' all them things is true, an' they're right in the place they happened. Joe came to life right there.

He give a big ol' gasp an' then he let out a squawk you could hear a mile, an' his granma standin' there says, 'That's a daisy, that's a daisy,' over an' over. An' her so proud she bust three cups that night." Joad cleared his throat. "Think we better eat her now." "Let her get good an' done, good an' brown, aw most black," said Muley irritably. "I wanta talk. I ain' t talked to nobody. If I'm touched, I'm touched, an' that's the end of it.

Like a ol' graveyard ghos' goin' to neighbors' houses in the night. Peters', Jacobs', Rance's, Joad's; an' the houses all dark, stan din' like miser'ble ratty boxes, but they was good parties an' dancin'. An' there was meetin's and shoutin' glory. They was weddin's, all in them houses. An' then I'd want to go in town an' kill folks. 'Cause what'd they take when they tractored the folks off the lan' ? What'd they get so their 'margin a profit' was safe? They got Pa dyin' on the groun', an' Joe yellin' his first breath, an' me jerkin' like a billy goat under a bush in the night. What 'd they get? God knows the lan' ain't no good. Nobody been able to make a crop for ye ars. But them sons-a-bitches at their desks, they jus' chopped folks in two for their margin a profit. They jus' cut 'em in two.

Place where folks live is them folks. They ai n't whole, out lonely on the road in a piled-up car. They ain't alive no more. Them sons-a-bitches killed 'em." And he was silent, his thin lips still moving, his chest still panti ng. He sat and looked down at his hands in the firelight. "I—I ain't talked to nobody for a long time," he apologized softly. "I been sneakin' aroun' like a ol' graveyard ghos'." Casy pushed the long boards into the fire and the flames licked up around them and leaped up toward the m eat again. The house cracked loudly as the cooler night air contracted the wood. Casy said quietly, "I gotta see them folks that's gone out on the road. I got a feelin' I got to see them. They gonna need help no preachin' can give 'em.

Hope of heaven when their lives ain't lived ? Holy Sperit when their own sperit is downcast an' sad? They gonna need help. They got to live before they can afford to die." Joad cried nervously, "Jesus Christ, le's ea t this m eat 'fore it's smaller'n a cooked mouse! Look at her. Smell her." He leaped to his feet and slid the pieces of meat along the wire until they were clea r of the fire. He took Muley's knife and sawed through a piece of meat until it was free of the wire. "Here's for the preacher," he said. "I tol' you I ain't no preacher." "Well, here's for the man, then." He cut off another piece. "Here, Muley, if you ain't too goddamn upset to eat. This here' s jackrabbit. Tougher'n a bull-bitch." He sat back and clamped his long teeth on the meat and tore out a great bite and chewed it. "Jesus Christ! Hear her crunch!" And he tore out another bite ravenously. Muley still sat regarding his meat. "Maybe I oughtn' to a- talked like that," he said.

"Fella should m aybe keep stuff like that in his head." Casy looked over, his mouth full of rabbit. He chewed, and his muscled throat convulsed in swallowing. "Yes, you should talk ," he said. "Som etimes a sad man can talk the sadness right out through his mout h. Sometimes a killin' man can talk the murder right out of his mouth an' not do no murder. You done right. Don't you kill nobody if you can help it." And he bit out another hunk of rabbit. Joad \ tossed the bones in the fire and jumped up and cut more o ff the wire. Muley was eating slowly now, and his nervous little eyes went from one to th e other of his companions. Joad ate scowling like an animal, and a ring of grease formed around his mouth. For a long time Muley looked at him, almost timidly. He put down the hand that held the m eat. "Tommy," he said.

Joad looked up and did not stop gnawing the meat. "Yeah?" he said, around a mouthful. "Tommy, you ain't mad with me talkin' a bout killin' people? You ain't huffy, Tom?" "No," said Tom. "I ain't huffy. It's just somepin that happened." "Ever'body knowed it was no fault of yours," sa id Muley. "Ol' man Turnbull said he was gonna get you when ya come out. Says nobody can kill one a his boys. All the folks hereabouts talked him outa it, though." "We was drunk," Joad said softly. "Drunk at a dance. I don' know how she started.

An' then I felt that knife go in me, an' that sobered me up. Fust thing I see is Herb comin' for me again with his knife. They was this here shovel leanin' against the schoolhouse, so I grabbed it an' smacked 'im over the head. I never had nothing against Herb. He was a nice fella. Come a-bullin' af ter my sister Rosasharn when he was a little fella. No, I liked Herb." "Well, ever'body tol' his pa that, an' finally cooled ' im down. Somebody says they's Hatfield blood on his mother's side in ol' Turnbull, an' he's got to live up to it. I don't know about that. Him an' his folks went on to California six months ago." Joad took the last of the rabbit from the wire and pa ssed it around. He settled back and ate m ore slowly now, chewed evenly, and wiped the grease from his mouth with his sleeve. And his eyes, dark and half clos ed, brooded as he looked into the dying fire.

"Ever'body's goin' west," he said. "I got me a parole to keep. Can't leave the state." "Parole?" Muley asked. "I heard about them. How do they work?" "Well, I got out early, three years early. They' s stuff I gotta do, or they send me back in. Got to report ever' so often." "How they treat ya there in McAlester? My woman's cousin was in McAlester an' they give him hell." "It ain't so bad," said Joad. "Like ever'place else. They give ya hell if ya rais e hell.

You get along O.K. les' some guard gets it in for ya. Then you catch plenty hell. I got along O.K. Minded my own business, like any guy would. I learned to write nice as hell. Birds an' stuff like that, too; not just word writin'. My ol' man'll be sore when he sees me whip out a bird in one stroke. Pa's gonna be mad when he sees me do that. He don't like no fancy stuff like that. He don't even like word writin'. Kinda scares 'im I guess. Ever' time Pa seen writin', somebody took somepin away from 'im." "They didn't give you no beatin's or nothin' like that?" "No, I jus' tended my own affairs. 'Course you get goddamn good an' sick a-doin' the sam e thing day after day for four year s. If you done somepin you was ashamed of, you might think about that. But, hell, if I seen Herb Turnbull comin' for me with a knife right now, I'd squash him down with a shovel again." "Anybody would," said Muley. The preacher stared into the fire, and his high f orehead was white in the settling dark. The flash of little flames picked out the cords of his neck. His hands, clasped about his knees, were busy pulling knuckles.

Joad threw the last bones into the fire and licked his fingers and then wiped them on his pants. He stood up and brought the bottl e of water from the porch, took a sparing drink, and passed the bottle before he sat dow n again. He went on. "The thing that give me the mos' trouble was, it didn' make no sense. You don't look for no sense when lightnin' kills a cow, or it comes up a flood. Th at's jus' the way things is. But when a bunch of men take an' lock you up four year s, it ought to have some meaning. Men is supposed to think things out. Here they put me in, an' keep me an' feed me four years.

That ought to either make me so I won't do he r again or else punish me so I'll be afraid to do her again"—he paused—"but if Herb or anybody else come for me, I'd do her again. Do her before I could figure her out. Specially if I was drunk. That sort of senselessness kind a worries a man." Muley observed, "Judge says he give you a li ght sentence ' cause it wasn't all your fault." Joad said, "They's a guy in McAlester—lifer. He studies all the time. He's sec'etary of the warden—writes the warden's letters an' stuff like that. Well, he's one hell of a bright guy an' reads law an' all stuff like that . Well, I talked to him one time about her, 'cause he reads so much stuff. An' he says it don't do no good to read books. Says he's read ever'thing about prisons now, an' in the old times; an' he says she makes less sense to him now than she did before he starts read in'. He says it's a thing that started way to hell an' gone back, an' nobody seems to be able to stop her, an' nobody got sense enough to change her. He says for God's sake don't read about her because he says for one thing you'll jus' get messed up worse, an ' for another you won't have no respect for the guys that work the gover'ments." "I ain't got a hell of a lot of respec' for ' em now," said Muley. "On'y kind a gover'ment we got that leans on us fellas is the 'safe margin a profit.' There's one thing that got me stumped, an' that's Willy Feeley—drivin' that cat', an' gonna be a straw boss on lan' his own folks used to farm. That worries me. I can see how a fella might come from some other place an' not know no better, but Willy belongs. Worried me so I went up to 'im and ast 'im. Right off he got mad. 'I got two little kids,' he says. 'I got a wife an' my wife's mother. Them people got to eat.' Gets madder'n hell. 'Fust an' on'y thing I got to think about is my own folks, ' he says. 'What happens to other folks is their look-out,' he says. Seems like he's 'shamed, so he gets mad." Jim Casy had been staring at the dying fire, and his eyes had grown wider and his neck m uscles stood higher. Suddenly he cried, "I got her! If ever a man got a dose of the sperit, I got her. Got her all of a flash! " He jumped to his feet and paced back and forth, his head swinging. "Had a tent one time . Drawed as much as five hundred people ever' night. That's before either you fellas seen me." He stopped and faced them. "Ever notice I never took no collections when I was preachin' out here to folks—in barns an' in the open?" "By God, you never," said Muley. "People arou nd here got so use' to not givin' you money they got to bein' a little mad when some other preacher came along an' passed the hat. Yes, sir!" "I took somepin to eat," said Casy. "I t ook a pair a pants when m ine was wore out, an' a ol' pair a shoes when I was walkin' through to the groun', but it wasn't like when I had the tent. Some days there I'd take in ten or twenty dollars. Wasn't happy that-a- way, so I give her up, an' for a time I was ha ppy. I think I got her now. I don't know if I can say her. I guess I won't try to say her—but maybe there's a place for a preacher.

Maybe I can preach again. Folks out lonely on the road, folks with no lan', no home to go to. They got to have some kind of home. Maybe—" He stood over the fire. The hundred muscles of his neck stood out in high relief, and the firelight went deep \ into his eyes and ignited red embers. He stood and looked at the fire, his face tense as though he were listening, and th e hands that had been active to pick, to handle, to throw ideas, grew quiet, and in a moment crept into his pocket. The bats flittered in and out of the dull firelight, and the soft watery burble of a night hawk came from across the fields. Tom reached quietly into his pocket and brough t out his tobacco, and he rolled a cigarette slowly and looked over it at the coals while he worked. He ignored the whole speech of the preacher, as though it were so me private thing that should not be inspected. He said, "Night af ter night in my bunk I figgered how she'd be when I come home again. I figgered maybe Grampa and Granma'd be dead, an' maybe there'd be some new kids. Maybe Pa'd not be so tough . Maybe Ma'd set back a little an' let Rosasharn do the work. I knowed it wouldn't be the same as it was. Well, we'll sleep here, I guess, an' come daylight we'll get on to Uncle John's. Leastwise I will. You think you're comin' along, Casy?" The preacher still stood looking into the coals. He said slowly, "Yeah, I'm goin' with you. An' when your folks start out on the road I'm goin' with them. An' where folks are on the road, I'm gonna be with them." "You're welcome," said Joad. "Ma always favored you. Said you was a preacher to trust. Rosasharn wasn't growed up then." He turned his head. "Muley, you gonna walk on over with us?" Muley was looking toward the road over which they had come.

"Think you'll come along, Muley?" Joad repeated. "Huh? No. I don't go no place, an' I don't leav e no place.

See that glow over there, jerkin' up an' down? That's prob'ly the super'ntendent of this stretch a cotton.

Somebody maybe seen our fire." Tom looked. The glow of light was nearly over the hill. "We ain' t doin' no harm," he said. "We'll jus' set here. We ain't doin' nothin'." Muley cackled. "Yeah! We're doin' somepin jus' bein' here. We're trespassin'. We can' t stay. They been tryin' to catch me for two months. Now you look. If that's a car comin' we go out in the cotton an' lay down. Don't have to go far. Then by God let 'em try to fin' us! Have to look up an' down ever' row. Just keep your head down." Joad demanded, "What's come over you, Muley? You wasn't never no run-an'-hide fella. You was m ean." Muley watched the approaching lights. "Yeah!" he said. "I was mean like a wolf.

Now I'm mean like a weasel. When you're huntin' somepin you're a hunter, an' you're strong. Can't nobody beat a hunter. But when you get hunted—that's different.

Somepin happens to you. You ain't strong; maybe you're fierce, but you ain't strong. I been hunted now for a long time. I ain't a hunt er no more. I'd maybe shoot a fella in the dark, but I don't maul nobody with a fence stake no more. It don't do no good to fool you or me. That's how it is." "Well, you go out an' hide," said Joad. "Leav e me an' Casy tell these bastards a few things." The beam of light was closer now, and it bounced into the sky and then disappeared, and then bounced up agai n. All three men watched.

Muley said, "There's one more thing about bein' hunted. You get to thinkin' about all the dangerous things. If you're huntin' you don't think about 'em, an' you ain't scared. Like you says to me, if you get in any trouble they'll sen' you back to McAlester to finish your time." "That's right," said Joad. "That's what they to l' me, but settin' here restin' or sleepin' on the groun'—that ain't gettin' in no trouble . That ain't doin' nothin' wrong. That ain't like gettin' drunk or raisin' hell." Muley laughed. "You'll see. You jus' set here, an' the car'll come. Maybe it's Willy Feeley, an' Willy's a deputy sheriff now. 'What you doin' trespassin' here?' Willy says.

Well, you always did know Willy was full a cr ap, so you says, 'What's it to you?' Willy gets mad an' says, 'You get off or I'll ta ke you in.' An' you ain't gonna let no Feeley push you aroun' 'cause he's mad an' scared. He 's made a bluff an' he got to go on with it, an' here's you gettin' tough an' you got to go through—oh, hell, it's a lot easier to lay out in the cotton an' let 'em look. It's more fun, too, 'cause they're mad an' can't do nothin', an' you're out there a-laughin' at 'em. But you jus' talk to Willy or any boss, an' you slug hell out of 'em an' they'll take you in an' run you back to McAlester for three years." "You're talkin' sense," said Joad. "Ever' word you say is sense. But, Jesus, I hate to get pushed around! I lots rather take a sock at Willy." "He got a gun," said Muley. "He'll use it 'cau se he' s a deputy. Then he either got to kill you or you got to get his gun away an ' kill him. Come on, Tommy. You can easy tell yourself you're foolin' them lyin' out like that. An' it all just amounts to what you tell yourself." The strong lights angled up into the sky now, and the ev\ en drone of a motor could be heard. "Come on, Tommy. Don't ha ve to go far, jus' fourteen-fifteen rows over, an' we can watch what they do." Tom got to his feet. "By God, you' re right!" he said. "I ain't got a thing in the worl' to win, no matter how it comes out." "Come on, then, over this way," Muley moved around the house and out into the cotton field about fifty yards. "This is good," he said. "Now lay down. You on'y got to pull your head down if they st art the spotlight goin'. It's kinda fun." The three men stretched out at full length and propped themselves on their elbows. Muley sprang up and ran toward the house, and in a few moments he came back and threw a bundle of coats and shoes down. "They'd of taken 'em along just to get even," he said. The lights topped the rise and bore down on the house. Joad asked, "Won't they come out here with flashlights an' look aroun' for us? I wisht I had a stick." Muley giggled. "No, they won't. I tol' you I 'm mean like a weasel. Willy done that one night an' I clipped 'im from behint with a fence stake. Knocked him colder'n a wedge. He tol' later how five guys come at him." The car drew up to the house and a spotlight snapped on. "Duck," said Muley. The bar of cold white light swung over their h eads and crisscrossed the field. The hiding m en could not see any movement, but they heard a car door slam and they heard voices. "Scairt to get in the light," Muley whispered. "Once— twice I've took a shot at the headlights. That keeps Willy careful. He got somebody with 'im tonight." They heard footsteps on wood, and, then from in side the house they saw the glow of a flashlight. "Shall I shoot through the house?" Muley whis pered. "They couldn't see where it come from. Give 'e m somepin to think about." "Sure, go ahead," said Joad.

"Don't do it," Casy whispered. "It won't do no good. Jus' a waste. We got to get thinkin' about doin' stuff that means somepin." A scratching sound came from near the house. "Puttin' out the fire," Muley whispered. "Kickin' dust over it." The car doors slammed, the headlights swung around and faced the road again. "Now duck!" sa id Muley. They dropped their heads and the spotlight swept over them and crossed and recrossed the cotton field, and then the car started and slipped away and t opped the rise and disappeared.

Muley sat up. "Willy always tries that las' flash . He done it so often I can time 'im.

An' he still thinks it's cute." Casy said, "Maybe they left some fellas at the house. They'd catch us when we com e back." "Maybe. You fellas wait here. I know this gam e." He walked quietly away, and only a slight crunching of clods could be hear d from his passage. The two waiting men tried to hear him, but he had gone. In a moment he called from the house, "They didn't leave nobody. Come on back." Casy and Joad stru ggled up and walked back toward the black bulk of the house. Muley met them near the smoking dust pile which had been their fire. "I didn't think they'd leave nobody," he said proudly. "Me knockin' Willy over an' takin' a shot at the lights once-twice keeps 'em careful. They ain't sure who it is, an' I ain't gonna let 'em catch me. I don't sleep near no house. If you fellas wanta come along, I'll show you where to sleep, where they ain't nobody gonna stumble over ya." "Lead off," said Joad. "We'll folla you. I never thought I' d be hidin' out on my old man's place." Muley set off across the fields, and Joad and Casy followed him. They kicked the cotton plants as they went. "You' ll be hidin' from lots of stuff," said Muley. They marched in single file across the fields. They came to a water-cut and slid easily down to the bottom of it. "By God, I bet I know," cried Joad. "Is it a cave in the bank?" "That's right. How'd you know?" "I dug her," said Joad. "Me an' my brother Noah dug her. Lookin' for gold we says we was, but we was jus' diggin' caves like kids always does." The walls of the water- cut were above their heads now. "Ought to be pretty close," said Joad. "Seems to me I remember her pretty close." Muley said, "I've covered her with bresh. Nobody couldn't find her." The bottom of the gulch leveled off, and the footing was sand. Joad settled himself on the clean sand. "I ain' t gonna sleep in no cave," he said. "I'm gonna sleep right here." He rolled his coat and put it under his head.

Muley pulled at the covering brush and crawle d into his cave. "I like it in here," he called. "I feel like nobody can come at me." Jim Casy sat down on the sand beside Joad.

"Get some sleep," said Joad. "We'll start for Uncle John's at daybreak." "I ain't sleepin," said Casy. "I got too much to puzzle with ." He drew up his feet and clasped his legs. He threw b ack his head and looked at th e sharp stars. Joad yawned and brought one hand back under his head. They were silent, and gradually the skittering life of the ground, of holes and burrows, of the brush, began again; the gophers moved, and the rabbits crept to gr een things, the mice scampered over clods, and the winged hunters moved soundlessly overhead. 7 IN THE TOWNS ON the edges of the towns, in fields, in vacant lots, the used-car yards, the wreckers' yards, the garages with blazoned signs—Used Cars, Good Used Cars. Cheap transportation, three trailers. '27 Ford, clean. Checked cars, guaranteed cars. Free radio. Car with 100 gallons of ga s free. Come in and look. Used Cars. No overhead.

A lot and a house large enough for a desk and chair and a blue book. She\ af of contracts, dog-eared, held with paper clips, and a neat pile of unused contracts. Pen— keep it full, keep it working. A sale' s been lost 'cause a pen didn't work.

Those sons-of-bitches over there ain't buying. Every yard gets 'em. They're lookers.

Spend all their tim e looking. Don't want to buy no cars; take up your time. Don't give a damn for your time. Over there, them two people—no, with the kids. Get 'em in a car.

Start 'em at two hundred and work down. They look good for one and a quarter. Get 'em rolling. Get 'em out in a jalopy. Sock it to 'em! They took our time. Owners with rolled-up sleeves. Salesmen, n eat, deadly, small intent eyes watching for weaknesses. Watch the woman's face. If the woman likes it we can screw the old man. Start 'em on that Cad'. Then you can work 'em down to that '26 Buick. 'F you start on the Buick, they'll go for a Ford. Roll up your sleeves an' ge t to work. This ain't gonna last forever.

Show 'em that Nash while I get the slow leak pumped up on that '25 Dodge. I'll give you a Hymie when I'm ready. What you want is transportation, ain't it? No baloney for you. Sure the upholstery is shot. Seat cushions ain' t turning no wheels over.

Cars lined up, noses forward, rusty noses , flat tires. Parked close togeth er.

Like to get in to see that one? Sure, no trouble. I' ll pull her out of the line. Get 'em under obligation. Make 'em take up your time. Don't let 'em forget they're takin' your time. People are nice, mostly. Th ey hate to put you out. Make 'em put you out, an' then sock it to 'em. Cars lined up, Model T's, high and snotty , creaking wheel, worn bands. Buicks, Nashes, De Sotos. Yes, sir, '22 Dodge. Best goddamn car Dodge ever made. Never wear out. Low com pression. High compression got lots a sap for a while, but the metal ain't made that'll hold it for long. Plymouths, Rocknes, Stars. Jesus, where'd that Apperson come from, the Ark? And a Chalmers and a Chandler—ain' t made 'em for years. We ain't sellin' cars—rolling junk. Goddamn it, I got to get jalopies. I don't want nothing for more'n twenty-five, thirty bucks. Sell 'em for fifty, seventy-five. That's a good profit. Christ, what cut do you make on a new car?

Get jalopies. I can sell 'em fast as I get 'em. Nothing over two hundred fifty. Jim, corral that old bastard on the sidewalk. Don't know his ass from a hole in the ground. Try him on that Apperson. Say, where is that Apperson ? Sold? If we don't get some jalopies we got nothing to sell. Flags, red and white, white and blue—all along the curb. U sed Cars. Good Used Cars. Today's bargain—up on the platform. Never sell it. Makes folks com e in, though. If we sold that bargain at that price we'd hard ly make a dime. Tell 'em it's jus' sold. Take out that yard battery before you make delivery. Put in that dumb cell. Christ, what they want for six bits? Roll up your sleeves—pitch in. This ain't gonna last. If I had enough jalopies I'd retire in six months. Listen, Jim, I heard that Chevvy's rear end. Sounds like bustin' bottles. Squirt in a couple quarts of sawdust. Put som e in the gears, too. We got to move that lemon for thirty-five dollars. Bastard cheated me on that one. I offer ten an' he jerks me to fifteen, an' then the son-of-a-bitch took the tools out . God Almighty! I wisht I had five hundred jalopies. This ain't gonna last. He don't like the tires? Tell 'im they got ten thousand in 'em, knock off a buck an' a half. Piles of rusty ruins against the fence, ro ws of wrecks in back, fenders, grease-black wrecks, blocks lying on the ground and a pi g weed growing up through the cylinders.

Brake rods, exhausts, p iled like snakes. Grease, gasoline.

See if you can find a spark plug that ain't cr acked. Christ, if I had fifty trailers at under a hundred I' d clean up. What the hell is he kickin' about? We sell 'em, but we don't push 'em home for him. That's good. D on't push 'em home. Get that one in the Monthly, I bet. You don't think he's a prospect ? Well, kick 'im out. We got too much to do to bother with a guy that can't make up his mind. Take the right front tire off the Graham. Turn that mended side down. The rest looks swell. Got tread an' everything.

Sure! There's fifty thousan' in that ol' heap yet. Keep plenty oil in. So long. Good luck. Lookin' for a car? What did you have in mi nd? See anything attracts you? I'm dry.

How about a little snort a good stuff? Come on , while your wife's lookin' at that La Salle. You don't want no La Salle. Bearings sh ot. Uses too much oil. Got a Lincoln '24.

There's a car. Run forever. Make her into a truck.

Hot sun on rusted metal. Oil on the ground. People are wandering in, bewildered, needing a car. Wipe your feet. Don't lean on that car, it's dirty. How do you buy a car? What does it cost? Watch the children, now. I wonder how much for this one? We'll ask. It don't cost money to ask. We can ask, can't we? Ca n't pay a nickel over seventy-five, or there won't be enough to get to California. God, if I could only get a hundred jalopi es. I don' t care if they run or not.

Tires, used, bruised tires, stacked in ta ll cylinders; tubes, red, gray, hanging like sausages. Tire patch? Radiator c leaner? Spark intensifier? Drop this little pill in your gas tank and get ten extra miles to the gallon. Ju st paint it on—you got a new surface for fifty cents. Wipers, fan belts, gaskets? Maybe it's the valve. Get a new valve stem. What can you lose for a nickel? All right, Joe. You soften 'em up an' shoot 'e m in here. I'll close 'em, I'll deal 'em or I'll kill 'em. Don't send in no bums. I want deals. Yes, sir, step in. You got a buy there. Yes, sir! A t eighty bucks you got a buy.

I can't go no higher than fifty. The fella outside says fifty.

Fifty. Fifty? He' s nuts. Paid seventy-eight fifty for that little numb er. Joe, you crazy fool, you tryin' to bust us? Have to can th at guy. I might take sixty. Now look here, mister, I ain't got all day. I'm a business man but I ain't out to stick nobody. Got anything to trade? Got a pair of mules I'll trade.

Mules! Hey, Joe, hear this?

This guys wants to trade mules. Didn't nobody tell you this is the machine age? They don't use mules for nothing but glue no more.

Fine big mules—five and seven ye ars old. Maybe we better look around.

Look around! You come in when we're busy, an' take up our time an' then walk out!

Joe, did you know you was talkin' to pikers?

I ain't a piker. I got to get a car. We're goin' to California. I got to get a car.

Well, I'm a sucker. Joe says I'm a sucker. Says if I don't quit givin' my shirt away I'll starve to death. Tell yo u what I'll do—I can get five bucks apiece for them mules for dog feed. I wouldn't want them to go for dog feed.

Well, maybe I can get ten or seven maybe . Tell you what we' ll do. We'll take your mules for twenty. Wagon goes with 'em, don 't it? An' you put up fifty, an' you can sign a contract to send the rest at ten dollars a month.

But you said eighty.

Didn't you never hear about carrying charges and insurance?

That just boosts her a little. You'll get her all paid up in four-five months. Sign your name right here. We'll take care of ever'thing. Well, I don't know— Now, look here. I'm givin' you my shirt, an' you took all this time. I might a made three sales while I been talkin' to you. I'm disgusted. Yeah, sign right there. All right, sir. Joe, fill up the tank for this gentleman. We'll give him gas. Jesus, Joe, that was a hot one! What'd we give for that jalopy?

Thirty bucks—thirty- five, wasn't it? I got that team, an' if I can 't get seventy-five for that team, I ain't a business man. An' I got fifty cash an' a contract for forty more. Oh, I know they're not all honest, but it'll surprise you how many ki ck through with the rest. One guy come through with a hundred two years after I wr ote him off. I bet you this guy sends the money. Christ, if I could only get five hundred jalopies! Roll up your sleeves, Joe. Go out an' soften 'em, an' send 'em in to me. You get twenty on that last deal. You ain't doing bad. Limp flags in the afternoon sun. Toda y' s Bargain. '29 Ford pickup, runs good.

What do you want for fifty bucks—a Zephyr?

Horsehair curling out of seat cushions, fenders battered and hammered back.

Bum pers torn loose and hanging. Fancy Ford roadster with little colored lights at fender guide, at radiator cap, and three behind. Mud aprons, and a big die on the gear- shift lever. Pretty girl on tir e cover, painted in color and named Cora. Afternoon sun on the dusty windshields. Christ, I ain't had time to go out an' eat! Joe, send a kid for a ham burger.

Spattering roar of ancient engines.

There's a dumb-bunny lookin' at the Chrysler. Find out if he got any jack in his jeans. Som e a these farm boys is sneaky. Soften 'em up an' roll 'em in to me, Joe.

You're doin' good. Sure, we sold it. Guarantee? We guarant eed it to be an autom obile. We didn't guarantee to wet-nurse it. Now listen here, you—you bought a car, an' now you're squawkin'. I don't give a damn if you don't make payments. We ain't got your paper.

We turn that over to the finance company. They'll get after you, not us. We don't hold no paper. Yeah? Well, you jus' get tough an' I'll call a cop. No, we did not switch the tires. Run 'im outa here, Joe. He bought a car, an' now he ain't satisfied. How'd you think if I bought a steak an' et half an' try to bring it back? We're runnin' a business, not a charity ward. Can ya imagine that guy, Jo e? Say—looka there! Got a Elk's tooth!

Run over there. Let 'em glance over that '36 Pontiac. Yeah.

Square noses, round noses, rusty noses, s hovel noses, and the long curves of stream lines, and the flat surfaces before streamlining. Bargains Today. Old monsters with deep upholstery—you can cut her into a truck easy. Two-wheel trailers, axles rusty in the hard afterno on sun. Used Cars. Good Used Cars. Clean, runs good. Don't pump oil. Christ, look at 'er! Some body took nice care of ' er.

Cadillacs, La Salles, Buicks, Plymouths, Packards, Chevvies, Fords, Pontiacs. Row on row, headlights glinting in th e afternoon sun. Good Used Cars.

Soften 'em up, Joe. Jesus, I wisht I had a thousand jalopies! Get ' em ready to deal, an' I'll close 'em. Goin' to California? Here's jus' what you need. Looks shot, but they' s thousan's of miles in her. Lined up side by side. Good Used Cars. Bargains. Clean, runs good. 8 THE SKY GRAYED among the stars, and the pale, late quarter-moon was insub- stantial and thin. Tom Joad and the preacher walked quickly along a road that was only wheel tracks and beaten cater pillar tracks through a cotton field. Only the unbalanced sky showed the approach of dawn, no horizon to the west, and a line to the east. The two men walked in silence and smelled the dust their feet kicked into the air. "I hope you're dead sure of the way," Jim Casy said. "I'd hate to have the dawn come and us be way to hell an' gone somewhere." The cotton field scurried with waking life, the quick flutte r of morning birds feeding on the ground, the scamper over the clods of disturbed rabbits . The quiet thudding of the me n's feet in the dust, the squeak of crushed clods under their shoes, sounded against the secret noises of the dawn. Tom said, "I could shut my eyes an' walk right there. On'y way I can go wrong is think about her. Jus' forget about her, an' I'll go right there. Hell, man, I was born right aroun' in here. I ran aroun' here when I was a kid. They's a tree over there—look, you can jus' make it out. Well, once my old man hung up a dead coyote in that tree. Hung there till it was all sort of melted, an' then dropped off. Dried up, like. Jesus, I hope Ma's cookin' somepin. My belly's caved." "Me too," said Casy. "Like a little eatin ' tobacca? Keeps ya from gettin' too hungry.

Been better if we didn't start so damn earl y. Better if it was light." He paused to gnaw off a piece of plug. "I was sleepin' nice." "That crazy Muley don e it," said Tom. "He got m e clear jumpy. Wakes me up an' says, ''By, Tom. I'm goin' on. I got places to go.' An' he says, 'Better get goin' too, so's you'll be offa this lan' when the light comes.' He's gettin' screwy as a gopher, livin' like he does. You'd think Injuns was after him. Think he's nuts?" "Well, I dunno. You seen that car come las' night when w e had a little fire. You seen how the house was smashed. They's somepin purty mean goin' on. 'Course Muley's crazy, all right. Creepin' aroun' like a coyote; that's boun' to make him crazy.

He'll kill somebody purty soon an' they'll run him down with dogs. I can see it like a prophecy. He'll get worse an' worse. Wouldn' come along with us, you say?" "No," said Joad. "I think he ' s scared to see people now. Wonder he come up to us.

We'll be at Uncle John's place by sunrise." They walked along in silence for a time, and the late owls flew over toward the barns, the hollo w trees, the tank houses, where they hid from daylight. The eastern sky grew fairer and it was possible \ to see the cotton plants and the graying earth. "Damn' if I know how they're all sleepin' at Uncle John's. He on'y got one room an' a cookin' l eanto, an' a little bit of a barn. Must be a mob there now." The preacher said, "I don't recollect that John had a fam bly. Just a lone man, ain't he? I don't recollect much about him." "Lonest goddamn man in the world," said Joad. "Crazy kind of son-of-a-bitch, too—som epin like Muley, on'y worse in some ways. Might see 'im anywheres—at Shawnee, drunk, or visitin' a widow twenty miles away, or workin' his place with a lantern. Crazy. Ever'body thought he wouldn't live long. A lone man like that don't live long. But Uncle John's older'n Pa. Jus' gets stringier an' meaner ever' year. Meaner'n Grampa." "Look a the light comin'," said the preacher. "Silvery-like. Didn' John never have no fa mbly?" "Well, yes, he did, an' that'll show you the kind a fella he is—set in his ways. Pa tells about it. Uncle John, he had a young wife. Married fo ur months. She was in a family way, too, an' one night she gets a pain in her stomick, an' she says, 'You better go for a doctor.' Well, John, he's settin' there, an' he says, 'You just got stomickache.

You et too much. Take a dose a pain killer. You crowd up ya stomick an ya' get a stomickache,' he says. Nex' noon she's outa her head, an' she dies at about four in the afternoon." "What was it?" Casy asked. "Poisoned from somepin she et?" "No, somepin jus' bust in her. Ap—appendick or somepin. Well, Uncle John, he's always been a easy-goin' fella, an' he takes it hard. Takes it for a sin. For a long time he won't have nothin' to say to nobody. Just wa lks aroun' like he don't see nothin' an' he prays some. Took 'im two years to come out of it, an' then he ain't the same. Sort of wild. Made a damn nuisance of hisself. Ev er' time one of us kids got worms or a gutache Uncle John brings a doctor out. Pa finall y tol' him he got to stop. Kids all the time gettin' a gutache. He figures it's his fau lt his woman died. Funny fella. He's all the time makin' it up to somebody—givin' kids stu ff, droppin' a sack a meal on somebody's porch. Give away about ever'thing he got, an ' still he ain't very happy. Gets walkin' around alone at night sometimes. He's a good farmer, though. Keeps his lan' nice." "Poor fella," said the preacher, "Poor lonely fella. Did he go to church much when his wom an died?" "No, he didn'. Never wanted to get close to folks. W anted to be off alone. I never seen a kid that wasn't crazy about him. He 'd come to our house in the night sometimes, an' we knowed he'd come 'cause jus' as sure as he come there'd be a pack a gum in the bed right beside ever' one of us. We thought he was Jesus Christ Awmighty." The preacher walked along, head down. He didn' t answer. And the light of the coming morning made his forehead seem to sh ine, and his hands, swinging beside him, flicked into the light and out again. Tom was silent too, as though he had said too intim ate a thing and was ashamed. He quickened his pace and the preacher kept step. They could see a little into gray distance ahead now. A snake wriggled slowly from the cotton rows into the road. Tom stopped short of it and peered. "Gopher snake," he said. "Let him go." They walked around the snake and went on their way. A little color came into the eastern sky, and almost immediately the lonely dawn light crept ov er the land. Green appeared on the cotton plants and the earth was gray-brown. The f aces of the men lost their grayish shine.

Joad's face seemed to darken with the grow ing light. "This is the good time," Joad said softly. "When I was a kid I used to get up an' walk around by myself when it was like this. What's that ahead?" A committee of dogs had met in the road, in honor of a bitch. Five m ales, shepherd mongrels, collie mongrels, dogs whose breeds had been blurred by a freedom of social life, were engaged in complimenting the bitch. For each dog sniffed daintily and then stalked to a cotton plant on stiff legs, raised a hind foot ceremoniously and wetted, then went back to smell. Joad and the pr eacher stopped to watch, and suddenly Joad laughed joyously. "By God!" he said. "By God!" Now all dogs met and hackles rose, and they all growled and stood stiffly, each wa iting for the others to start a fight. One dog mounted and, now that it was accomplished, the others gave way and watched with interest, and their t ongues were out, and their tongues dripped. The two men walked on. "By God!" Joad said. "I think that up-dog is our Flash. I thought he'd be dead. Come, Flash!" He laughed again. "W hat the hell, if somebody called me, I wouldn't hear him neither. 'Minds me of a st ory they tell about Willy Feeley when he was a young fella. Willy was bashful, awful bashful. Well, one day he takes a heifer over to Graves' bull. Ever'body was out but El sie Graves, and Elsie wasn't bashful at all. Willy, he stood there turnin' red an' he couldn't even talk. Elsie says, 'I know what you come for; the bull's out in back a the bar n.' Well, they took the heifer out there an' Willy an' Elsie sat on the fence to watch. Pu rty soon Willy got feelin' purty fly. Elsie looks over an' says, like she don't know, 'What's a matter, Willy?' Willy's so randy, he can't hardly set still. 'By G od,' he says, 'by God, I wisht I was a-doin' that!' Elsie says, 'Why not, Willy? It's your heifer.'" The preacher laughed softly. "You know," he said, "it' s a nice thing not bein' a preacher no more. Nobody use' ta tell stories wh en I was there, or if they did I couldn' laugh. An' I couldn' cuss. Now I cuss all I want, any time I want, an' it does a fella good to cuss if he wants to." A redness grew up out of the eastern horizon, and on the ground birds began to chirp, sharply. "Look!" said Joad. "R ight ahead. That's Uncle John's tank. Can't see the win'mill, but there's his tank. See it against th e sky?" He speeded his walk. "I wonder if all the folks are there." The hulk of the tank stood above a rise. Joad, hurrying, raised a cloud of dust about his knees. "I wonder if Ma—" They saw the tank legs now, and the house, a square little box, unpainted and ba re, and the barn, low-roofed and huddled.

Smoke was rising from the tin chimney of the house. In the yard was a litter, piled furniture, the blades and motor of the windmill, bedsteads, chairs, tables. "Holy Christ, they're fixin' to go!" Joad said. A truck stood in the yard, a truck with high sides, but a strange truck, for while the front of it was a sedan, the top had been cut off in the middle and the truck bed fitted on. And as they drew near, the men could hear pounding from the yard, and as the rim of th e blinding sun came up over the horizon, it fell on the truck, and they saw a man and the flash of his hammer as it rose and fell.

And the sun flashed on the windows of the house. The weathered boards were bright.

Two red chickens on the ground flamed with reflected light. "Don't yell," said Tom. "Let's creep up on 'em, like," and he walked so fast that the dust rose high as his waist. And then he cam e to the edge of the cotton field. Now they were in the yard proper, ear th beaten hard, shiny hard, and a few dusty crawling weeds on the ground. And Joad slowed as though he f eared to go on. The preacher, watching him, slowed to match his step. Tom saunt ered forward, sidled embarrassedly toward the truck. It was a Hudson Super-Six sedan, and the top had been ripped in two with a cold chisel. Old Tom Joad stood in the truck bed and he was nailing on the top rails of the truck sides. His grizzled, bearded face was low over his work, and a bunch of six- penny nails stuck out of his mouth. He set a nail and his hammer thundered it in. From the house came the clash of a lid on the stove and the wail of a child. Joad sidled up to the truck bed and leaned against it. And his father looked at him and did not see him.

His father set another nail and drove it in. A flock of pigeons started from the deck of the tank house and flew around and settled agai n and strutted to the edge to look over; white pigeons and blue pigeons a nd grays, with iridescent wings.

Joad hooked his fingers over the lowest bar of the truck side. He looked up at the aging, graying m an on the truck. He wet his thick lips with his tongue, and he said softly, "Pa." "What do you want?" old Tom mumbled around his m outhful of nails. He wore a black, dirty slouch hat and a blue work shir t over which was a buttonless vest; his jeans were held up by a wide harness-leather belt w ith a big square brass buckle, leather and metal polished from years of wearing; a nd his shoes were cracked and the soles swollen and boat-shaped from years of sun and wet and dust. The sleeves of his shirt were tight on his forearms, held down by the bulging powerful muscles. Stomach and hips were lean, and legs, short, heavy, and strong. His face, squared by a bristling pepper and salt beard, was all drawn down to the forceful chin, a chin t\ hrust out and built out by the stubble beard which was not so grayed on the chin, and gave weight and force to its thrust. Over old Tom's unwhi skered cheek bones the skin was as brown as meerschaum, and wrinkled in rays around his eye-corners from squinting. His eyes were brown, black-coffee brown, and he thrust his head forward when he looked at a thing, for his bright dark eyes were fa iling. His lips, from which the big nails protruded, were thin and red. He held his hammer suspended in the air, about to drive a set nail, and he looked over the truck side at T om, looked resentful at being interrupted. And then his chin drove forward and his eyes looked at Tom's face, and then gradually his brain became aware of what he saw. The hammer dropped sl owly to his side, and with his left hand he took the nails from his mouth. And he said wonderingly, as though he told himself the fact, "It's Tommy—" And then, still informing himself, "It's Tommy come home." His mouth opened again and a look of fear came into his eyes. "Tommy," he said softly, "you ain't busted out? You ain't got to hide?" He listened tensely. "Naw," said Tom. "I'm paroled. I'm free. I got my papers." He gripped the lower bars of the truck side and looked up. Old Tom laid his hammer gently on the floor and put his nails in his pocket. He swung his leg over the side and dropped lithely to the ground, but once \ beside his s on he seemed embarrassed and strange. "Tommy," he said, "we are goin' to California.

But we was gonna write you a letter an' tell you." And he said, incredulously. "But you're back. You can go with us. You can go!" The lid of a coffee pot slammed in the house. Old Tom looked over his shoulder. "Le's surprise 'em," he said, and his eyes shone with excitement. "Your ma got a bad feelin' she ain't never gonna see you no more. She got that quiet look like when some body died. Almost she don't want to go to California, fear she'll never see you no more ." A stove lid clashed in the house again.

"Le's surprise 'em," old Tom repeated. "Le's go in like you never been away. Le's jus' see what your ma says." At last he touched Tom, but touched him on the shoulder, timidly, and instantly took his ha nd away. He looked at Jim Casy.

Tom said, "You remember the preacher, Pa. He come along with me." "He been in prison too?" "No, I met 'im on the road. He been away." Pa shook hands gravely. "You're welcome here, sir." Casy said, "Glad to be here. It's a thing to see when a boy comes home. It's a thing to see." "Home," Pa said.

"To his folks," the preacher amended quick ly. "W e stayed at the other place last night." Pa's chin thrust out, and he looked back down the ro ad for a moment. Then he turned to Tom. "How'll we do her?" he bega n excitedly. "S'pose I go in an' say, 'Here's some fellas want some breakfast,' or how'd it be if you jus' come in an' stood there till she seen you? How'd that be?" His face was alive with excitement. "Don't le's give her no shock," said Tom . "Don't le's scare her none." Two rangy shepherd dogs trotted up pleasantly, until they caught the scent of strangers, and then they backed cautiously away, watchful, their tails moving slowly and tentatively in the air, but their eyes and noses quick for animosity or danger. One of them, stretching his neck, edged forw ard, ready to run, and little by little he approached Tom's legs and sniffed loudly at them. Then he backed away and watched Pa for some kind of signal. The other pup was not so brave. He looked about for something that could honorably divert his attention, saw a red chicken go mincing by, and ran at it. There was the squawk of an outraged hen, a burst of red f\ eathers, and the hen ran off, flapping stubby wings for speed . The pup looked proudly back at the men, and then flopped down in the dust and b eat its tail contentedly on the ground.

"Come on," said Pa, "come on in now. She got to see you. I got to see her face when she sees you. Com e on. She'll yell breakfast in a minute. I heard her slap the salt pork in the pan a good time ago." He led the wa y across the fine-dusted ground. There was no porch on this house, just a step and then the door; a chopping block beside the door, its surface matted and soft from years of chopping. The graining in the sheathing wood was high, for the dust had cut down the softer wood. The smell of burning willow was in the air, and as the three men neared th e door, the smell of frying side-meat and the smell of high brown biscuits and the sharp sm ell of coffee rolling in the pot. Pa stepped up into the open doorway and stood there blocking it with his wide short\ body. He said, "Ma, there's a coupla fellas jus' come along the road, an' they wonder if we could spare a bite." Tom heard his mother's voice, the rememb ered cool, calm drawl, friendly and humble. "Let 'em come," she said. "We got a' plenty. Tell 'em they got to wash their han's. The bread is done. I'm jus' takin' up the side-meat now." And the sizzle of the angry grease came from the stove. Pa stepped inside, clearing the door, and Tom looke d in at his m other. She was lifting the curling slices of pork from the frying pan. The oven door was open, and a great pan of high brown biscuits stood wait ing there. She looked out the door, but the sun was behind Tom, and she saw only a da rk figure outlined by the bright yellow sunlight. She nodded pleasantly. "Come in," she said. "Jus' lucky I made plenty bread this morning." Tom stood looking in. Ma was heavy, but not fat; thick with child-bearing and work. She wore a loose Mother H ubbard of gray cloth in which there had once been colored flowers, but the color was washed out now, so that the small flowered pattern was only a little lighter gray than the b ackground. The dress came down to her ankles, and her strong, broad, bare feet moved quick ly and deftly over the floor. Her thin, steel-gray hair was gathered in a sparse wispy knot at the back of her head. Strong, freckled arms were bare to the elbow, a nd her hands were chubby and delicate, like those of a plump little girl. She looked out in to the sunshine. Her full face was not soft; it was controlled, kindly. Her hazel eyes s eemed to have experienced all possible tragedy and to have mounted pain and su ffering like steps into a high calm and a superhuman understanding. She seemed to know, to accept, to welcome her position, the citadel of the family, the strong place th at could not be taken. And since old Tom and the children could not know hurt or fear unless she acknowledged hurt and fear, she had practiced denying them in herself. And since, when a joyful thing happened, they looked to see whether joy was on her, it was her habit to build up laughter out of inadequate materials. But better than joy was calm. Imperturbability could be depended upon. And from her great and humble position in the family she had taken dignity and a clean calm beauty. From her position as healer, her hands had grown sure and cool and quiet; from her position as arbiter she had beco me as remote and faultless in judgment as a goddess. She seemed to know that if she swayed the family shook, and if she ever really deeply wavered or despaired the family would fall, the family will to function would be gone. She looked out into the sunny yard, at the dark figure of a man. Pa stood near by, shaking with excitem ent. "Come in," he cried. "Come right in, mister." And Tom a little shamefacedly stepped over the doorsill. She looked up pleasantly from the frying pan. And then her hand sank slowly to her side and the fork clattered to the wooden fl oor. Her eyes opened wide, and the pupils dilated. She breathed heavily through her open m outh. She closed her eyes. "Thank God," she said. "Oh, thank God!" And s uddenly her face was worried. "Tommy, you ain't wanted? You didn't bust loose?" "No, Ma. Parole. I got the papers here." He touched his breast.

She moved toward him lithely, soundlessly in her bare feet, and her face was full of wonder. Her s mall hand felt his arm, felt the soundness of his muscles. And then her fingers went up to his cheek as a blind ma n's fingers might. And her joy was nearly like sorrow. Tom pulled his underlip between his teeth and bit it. Her eyes went wonderingly to his bitten lip, and she saw the little line of blood against his teeth and the trickle of blood down his lip. Then she knew, and her control came back, and her hand dropped. Her breath came out explosivel y. "Well!" she cried. "We come mighty near to goin' without ya. An' we was wonde rin' how in the worl' you could ever find us." She picked up the fork and combed the boiling grease and brought ou\ t a dark curl of crisp pork. And she set the pot of tumbling coffee on the back of the stove.

Old Tom giggled, "Fooled ya, huh, Ma? We ai m ed to fool ya, and we done it. Jus' stood there like a hammered sheep. Wisht Gram pa'd been here to see. Looked like somebody'd beat ya between the eyes with a sledge. Grampa would a whacked 'imself so hard he'd a throwed his hip out—like he done when he seen Al take a shot at that grea' big airship the army got. Tommy, it co me over one day, half a mile big, an' Al gets the thirty-thirty and blazes away at her. Grampa yells, 'Don't shoot no fledglin's, Al; wait till a growed-up one goes over,' an' then he whacked 'imself an' throwed his hip out." Ma chuckled and took down a heap of tin plates from a shelf.

Tom asked, "Where is Grampa? I ain't seen the ol' devil." Ma stacked the plates on the kitchen table and piled cups beside them. She said confidentially, "Oh, him an' Granma sleeps in the barn. They got to get up so much in the night. They was stumblin' over the little fellas." Pa broke in, "Yeah, ever' night Grampa ' d get mad. Tumble over Winfield, an' Winfield'd yell, an' Grampa'd get mad an' we t his drawers, an' that'd make him madder, an' purty soon ever'body in the house'd be ye llin' their head off." His words tumbled out between chuckles. "Oh, we had lively tim es. One night when ever'body was yellin' an' a-cussin', your brother Al, he's a smart aleck now, he says, 'Goddamn it, Grampa, why don't you run off an' be a pirate?' Well, that made Grampa so goddamn mad he went for his gun. Al had ta sleep out in the fiel' that night. But now Granma an' Grampa both sleeps in the barn." Ma said, "They can jus' get up an' step outsi de w hen they feel like it. Pa, run on out an' tell 'em Tommy's home. Gr ampa's a favorite of him." "A course," said Pa. "I should of did it before." He went out the door and crossed the yard, sw inging his hands high.

Tom watched him go, and then his mother ' s voice called his attention. She was pouring coffee. She did not look at him. "Tommy," she said hesitantly, timidly.

"Yeah?" His timidity was set off by hers, a curious embarrassment. Each one knew the other was shy, and b ecame more shy in the knowledge.

"Tommy, I got to ask you—you ain't mad?" "Mad, Ma?" "You ain't poisoned mad? You don't hate nobody? They didn' do nothin' in that jail to rot you out with crazy mad?" He looked sidewise at her, studied her, and his eyes seem ed to ask how she could know such things. "No-o-o," he said. "I wa s for a little while. But I ain't proud like some fellas. I let stuff run of f'n me. What's a matter, Ma?" Now she was looking at him, her mouth open, as though to hear better, her eyes digging to know better. Her face looked for th e answer that is alway s concealed in language. She said in confusion, "I knowed Purty Boy Floyd. I knowed his ma. They was good folks. He was full of hell, sure , like a good boy oughta be." She paused and then her words poured out. "I don' know a ll like this—but I know it. He done a little bad thing an' they hurt 'im, caught 'im an' hurt him so he was mad, an' the nex' bad thing he done was mad, an' they hurt 'im again. An' purty soon he was mean-mad.

They shot at him like a varmint, an' he shot back, an' then they run him like a coyote, an' him a-snappin' an' a-snarlin', mean as a lobo. An' he was mad. He wasn't no boy or no man no more, he was jus' a walkin' c hunk a mean-mad. But the folks that knowed him didn't hurt 'im. He wasn' mad at them . Finally they run him down an' killed 'im.

No matter how they say it in the paper how he was bad—that's how it was." She paused and licked her dry lips, and her whole face was an aching question. "I got to know, Tommy. Did they hurt you so much? Did they make you mad like that?" Tom's heavy lips were pulled right over hi s teeth. He looked down at his big flat hands. "No," he said. "I ain' t like that." He paused and studied the broken nails, which were ridged like clam shells. "All the time in s tir I kep' away from stuff like that. I ain' so mad." She sighed, "Thank God!" under her breath.

He looked up quickly. "Ma, when I seen what they done to our house—" \ She came near to him then, and stood close; and she said passionately, "Tommy, don' t you go fightin' 'em alone. They'll hunt you down like a coyote. Tommy, I got to thinkin' an' dreamin' an' wonderin'. They say there's a hun'erd thousand of us shoved out. If we was all mad the same way, Tommy—they wouldn't hunt nobody down—" She stopped. Tommy, looking at her, gra dually dropped his eyelids, until just a short glitter showed through his lashes. "Many fo lks feel that way?" he demanded.

"I don't know. They're jus' kinda stunned. Walk aroun' like they was half asleep." From outside and across the yard came an ancient creaking bleat. "Pu–raise Gawd fur vittory! Pu-raise Gawd fur vittory!" Tom turned his head and grinned. "Granma finally hear d I' m home. Ma," he said, "you never was like this before!" Her face hardened and her eyes grew cold. "I never had my house pushed over," she said. "I never had m y fambly stuck out on the road. I never had to sell—ever'thing— Here they come now." She moved back to the stove and dumped the big pan of bulbous biscuits on two tin plat es. She shook flour into the deep grease to make gravy, and her hand was white with flour. For a mome nt Tom watched her, and then he went to the door. Across the yard came four people. Grampa was ahead, a lean, ragged, quick old m an, jumping with quick steps and favoring his right leg—the side that came out of joint. He was buttoning his fly as he cam e, and his old hands were having trouble finding the buttons, for he had buttoned the top button into the second buttonhole, and that threw the whole sequence off. He wore dark ragged pants and a torn blue shirt, open all the way down, and showing long gray underwear, also unbuttoned. His lean white chest, fuzzed with white hair, was visible through the opening in his underwear.

He gave up the fly and left it open and fumb led with the underwear buttons, then gave the whole thing up and hitched his brown su spenders. His was a lean excitable face with little bright eyes as evil as a fran tic child's eyes. A cantankerous, complaining, mischievous, laughing face. He fought and argued, told dirty stories. He was as lecherous as always. Vicious and cruel a nd impatient, like a frantic child, and the whole structure overlaid with amusement. He drank too much when he could get it, ate too much when it was there, ta lked too much all the time.

Behind him hobbled Granma, who had surviv ed only because she was as m ean as her husband. She had held her own with a sh rill ferocious religiosity that was as lecherous and as savage as anything Grampa could offer. Once, after a meeting, while she was still speaking in tongues, she fire d both barrels of a shotgun at her husband, ripping one of his buttocks nearly off, and af ter that he admired her and did not try to torture her as children tortur e bugs. As she walked she hiked her Mother Hubbard up to her knees, and she bleated her shrill terrib le war cry: "Pu-raise Gawd fur vittory." Granma and Grampa raced each other to get across the b road yard. They fought over everything, and loved and needed the fighting. Behind them, moving slowly and evenly, but keeping up, cam e Pa and Noah—Noah the first-born, tall and strange, walking alwa ys with a wondering look on his face, calm and puzzled. He had never been angry in his life. He looked in wonder at angry people, wonder and uneasiness, as normal people l ook at the insane. Noah moved slowly, spoke seldom, and then so slowly that people who did not know him often thought him stupid. He was not stupid, but he was strange. He had little pride, no sexual urges. He worked and slept in a curious rhythm that nevertheless sufficed him. He was fond of his folks, but never showed it in any way. Although an obs erver could not have told why, Noah left the impression of being misshap en, his head or his body or his legs or his mind; but no misshapen member could be recalled. Pa thought he knew why Noah was strange, but Pa was ashamed, and neve r told. For on the night when Noah was born, Pa, frightened at the spreading thighs, alone in the house, and horrified at the screaming wretch his wife had become, went mad with apprehension. Using his hands, his strong fingers for forceps, he had pulled and twisted the baby. The midwife, arriving late, had found the baby's head pulled out of shape, its neck stretched, its body warped; and she had pushed the head back and molded the body with her ha\ nds. But Pa always remembered, and was ashamed. And he was kind er to Noah than to the others. In Noah's broad face, eyes too far ap art, and long fragile jaw, Pa thought he saw the twisted, warped skull of the baby. Noah could do all that was required of him, could read and write, could work and figure, but he didn' t seem to care; there was a listlessness in him toward things people wanted and needed. He lived in a strange silent house and looked out of it through calm ey es. He was a stranger to all the world, but he was not lonely. The four came across the ya rd, and Gram pa demanded, "Where is he? Goddamn it, where is he?" And his fingers fumbled for his pants button, and forgot and strayed into his pocket. And then he saw Tom standing in the door, Grampa stopped and he stopped the others. His little eyes glittered with ma lice. "Lookut him," he said. "A jailbird. Ain't been no Joads in jail for a he ll of a time." His mind jumpe d. "Got no right to put 'im in jail. He done just what I'd do. Sons-a-bitches got no right." His mind jumped again.

"An' ol' Turnbull, stinkin' skunk, braggin' how he'll shoot ya when ya come out. Says he got Hatfield blood. Well, I sent word to him. I says, 'Don't mess around with no Joad. Maybe I got McCoy blood for all I know.' I says, 'You lay your sights anywheres near Tommy an' I'll take it an' I'll ram it up your ass,' I says. Scairt 'im, too." Granma, not following the conversation, bl eated, "Pu-raise G awd fur vittory." Grampa walked up and slapped Tom on th e chest, and his eyes grinned with affection and pride. "How are ya, Tommy?" "O.K.," said Tom. "How ya keepin' yaself?" "Full a piss an' vinegar," said Grampa. Hi s m ind jumped. "Jus' like I said, they ain't a gonna keep no Joad in jail. I says, 'Tommy' ll come a-bustin' outa that jail like a bull through a corral fence.' An' you done it. Get outa my way, I'm hungry." He crowded past, sat down, loaded his plate with pork and two big biscuits and poured the thick gravy over the whole mess, and before the others could get in, Grampa's mouth was full. Tom grinned affectionately at him. "Ain't he a heller?" he said. And Gram pa's mouth was so full that he couldn't even splu tter, but his mean little eyes smiled, and he nodded his head violently. Granma said proudly, "A wicketer, cussin'er man never lived. He's goin' to hell on a poker, praise Gawd! W ants to drive the truck!" she said spitefully. "Well, he ain't goin' ta." Grampa choked, and a mouthful of past e sprayed into his lap, and he coughed weakly. Granma smiled up at Tom. "Messy, ain' t he?" she observed brightly.

Noah stood on the step, and he faced Tom, and his wide-set eyes seem ed to look around him. His face had little expres sion. Tom said, "How ya, Noah?" "Fine," said Noah. "How a' you?" That was all, but it was a com fortable thing.

Ma waved the flies away from the bowl of gravy. "We ain't got room to set down," she said. "Jus' get yaself a plate an' set down wherever ya can. Out in the yard or someplace." Suddenly Tom said, "Hey! Where's the preacher? He was right here. Where'd he go?" Pa said, "I seen him, but he's gone." And Granma raised a shrill voice, "Preach er? You got a preacher? Go git hi m. We'll have a grace." She pointed at Grampa. "Too la te for him—he's et. Go git the preacher." Tom stepped out on the porch. "Hey, Jim ! Jim Casy!" he called. He walked out in the yard. "Oh, Casy!" The preacher emerged from under the tank, sat up, and then stood up and moved toward the house. Tom asked, "What was you doin', hidin'?" "Well, no. But a fella shouldn't butt his head in where a fambly got fambly stuff. I was jus' settin' a-thinkin'." "Come on in an' eat," said Tom. "Granma wants a grace." "But I ain't a preacher no more," Casy protested.

"Aw, come on. Give her a grace. Don't do you no harm, an' she likes 'em." They walked into the kitchen together. Ma said quietly, "You're welcome." And Pa said, "You're welcome. Have some breakfast." "Grace fust," Granma clamored. "Grace fust." Grampa focused his eyes fiercely until he recognized Casy. "Oh, that preacher," he said. "Oh, he' s all right. I always liked him since I seen him—" He winked so lecherously that Granma thought he had s poken and retorted, "Shut up, you sinful ol' goat." Casy ran his fingers through his hair nervous ly. "I got to tell you, I ain' t a preacher no more. If me jus' bein' glad to be here an' bein' thankful for people that's kind and generous, if that's enough—why, I'll say that kinda grace. But I ain't a preacher no more." "Say her," said Granma. "An' get in a word about us goin' to California." The preacher bowed his head, and the others bowed their heads. Ma folded her hands over her stomach and bowed her head. Granma bowed so low that her nose was nearly in her plate of biscuit and gravy. Tom, leaning against the wall, a plate in his hand, bowed stiffly, and Grampa bowed his head sidewise, so that he could keep one mean and merry eye on the preacher. And on the pre acher's face there was a look not of prayer, but of thought; and in his tone not supplication, but conjecture.

"I been thinkin'," he said. "I been in the hills, thinkin', almost you might say like Jesus went into the wilderness to thi nk His way out of a m ess of troubles." "Pu-raise Gawd!" Granma said, and the pr each er glanced over at her in surprise.

"Seems like Jesus got all messed up with troubles, and He couldn' t figure nothin' out, an' He got to feelin' what the hell good is it all, an' what's the use fightin' an' figurin'. Got tired, got good an' tired, an' His sperit all wore out. Jus' about come to the conclusion, the hell with it. An' so He went off into the wilderness." "A-men," Granma bleated. So many year s she had tim ed her responses to the pauses. And it was so many years since she had listened to or wondered a\ t the words used. "I ain't sayin' I'm like Jesus," the preacher went on. "But I got tired lik e Him, an' I got mixed up like Him, an' I went into the wilderness like Him, without no campin' stuff. Nighttime I'd lay on my back an' look up at the stars; morning I'd set an' watch the sun come up; midday I'd look out from a hill at the rollin' dry country; evenin' I'd foller the sun down. Sometimes I'd pray like I always done. On'y I couldn' figure what I was prayin' to or for. There was the hills, an' there was me, an' we wasn't separate no more. We was one thing. An' that one thing was holy." "Hallelujah," said Granma, and she rocked a little, b ack and forth, trying to catch hold of an ecstasy. "An' I got thinkin', on'y it wasn't thinkin, it was deeper down than thinkin' . I got thinkin' how we was holy when we was one thing, an' mankin' was holy when it was one thing. An' it on'y got unholy when one mis'able little fella got the bit in his teeth an' run off his own way, kickin' an' draggi n' an' fightin'. Fella like that bust the holiness. But when they're all workin' together, not one fella for another fella, but one fella kind of harnessed to the whole sheba ng—that's right, that's holy. An' then I got thinkin' I don't even know what I mean by holy." He paused, but the bowed heads stayed down, for they had been trained like dogs to rise at the "amen" signal. "I can't say no grace like I use' ta say. I'm glad of the holiness of breakfast. I'm glad there's love here. That's all." The heads stayed down. The preacher looked around. "I've got your breakfast cold," he said; and then he remembered. "Amen," he said, and all the heads rose up. "A—men," said Granma, and she fell to her breakfast, and broke down the sogg\ y biscuits with her hard old toothless gum s. Tom ate quickly, and Pa crammed his mouth. There was no talk until the food was gone, the coffee drunk; only the crunch of chewed food and the slup of coffee cooled in transit to the tongue. Ma watched the preacher as he ate, and her eyes were questioning, probing and understanding. She watched him as though he were suddenly a spirit, not human any more, a voice out of the ground. The men finished and put down their plates, and drained the last of their coffee; and then the m en went out, Pa and the preacher and Noah and Grampa and Tom, and they walked over to the truck, avoiding the litte r of furniture, the wooden bedsteads, the windmill machinery, the old plow. They walked to the truck and stood beside it. They touched the new pine side-boards. Tom opened the hood and looked at the big gr easy engine. And Pa ca me up beside him. He said, "Your brother Al looked her over before we bought her. He says she's all right." "What's he know? He's just a squirt," said Tom.

"He worked for a company. Drove truck last year. He knows quite a little. Sm art aleck like he is. He knows. He can tinker an engine, Al can." Tom asked, "Where's he now?" "Well," said Pa, "he's a-billygoatin' aroun' the country. Tom-cattin' hisself to death.

Smart-aleck sixteen-yea r-older, an' his nuts is just a-eggin' him on. He don't think of nothin' but girls and engines. A plain smart aleck. Ain't been in nights for a week." Grampa, fumbling with his ches t, had succeeded in buttoning the buttons of his blue shirt into the buttonholes of his underwear. His fingers felt that something was wrong, but did not care enough to find out. His finge rs went down to try to figure out the intricacies of the buttoning of his fly. "I was worse," he said happily. "I was much worse. I was a heller, you might say. Why, th ey was a camp meetin' right in Sallisaw when I was a young fella a little bit older'n Al . He's just a squirt, an' punkin-soft. But I was older. An' we was to this here camp meetin'. Five hunderd folks there, an' a proper sprinklin' of young heifers." "You look like a heller yet, Grampa," said Tom.

"Well, I am, kinda. But I ain't nowheres near the fella I was. Jus' let me get out to California w here I can pick me an orange wh en I want it. Or grapes. There's a thing I ain't never had enough of. Gonna get me a whole big bunch of grapes off a bush, or whatever, an' I'm gonna squash 'em on my face an' let 'em run offen my chin." Tom asked, "Where's Uncle John? Where's Rosasharn? Where's Ruthie an' W infield? Nobody said nothin' about them yet." Pa said, "Nobody asked. John gone to Sallisaw with a load a stuff to sell: pump, tools, chickens, an' all the stuff we brung over. Took Ruthie an' Winfield with 'im.

Went 'fore daylight." "Funny I never saw him," said Tom.

"Well, you come down from the highway, didn' t you? He took the back way, by Cowlington. An' Rosasharn, she's nestin' with Connie's folks. By God! You don't even know Rosasharn's married to Connie Rive rs. You 'member Connie. Nice young fella.

An' Rosasharn's due 'bout three-four-five months now. Swellin' up right now. Looks fine." "Jesus!" said Tom. "Rosasharn was just a little kid. An' now she's gonna have a baby. So damn much happens in four years if you're away. When ya think to start out west, Pa?" "Well, we got to take this stuff in an' sell it. If Al gets back from his squirtin' aroun', I figgered he could load the truck an' take all of it in, an' maybe we could start out tomorra or day after. We ain't got so much money, an' a fella says it's damn near two thousan' miles to California. Quicker we get started, surer it is we get there. Money's a- dribblin' out all the time. You got any money?" "On'y a couple dollars. How'd you get money?" "Well," said Pa, "we sol' all the stuff at our place, an' the whole bunch of us chopped cotton, even Grampa." "Sure did," said Grampa.

"We put ever'thing together—two hunderd dol lars. W e give seventy-five for this here truck, an' me an' Al cut her in two an' built on this here back. Al was gonna grind the valves, but he's too busy messin' aroun' to get down to her. We'll have maybe a hunderd an' fifty when we start. Damn ol' tires on this truck ain't gonna go far. Got a couple of wore out spares. Pick stuff up along the road, I guess." The sun, driving straight down, stung with its rays. The shadows of the truck bed were dark bars on the ground, and the truck sm elled of hot oil and oilcloth and paint.

The few chickens had left the yard to hide in the tool shed from the sun. In the sty the pigs lay panting, close to the fence where a thin shadow fell, and they complained shrilly now and then. The two dogs were st retched in the red dust under the truck, panting, their dripping tongue s covered with dust. Pa pulled his hat low over his eyes and squatted down on his hams. And, as th ough this were his natural position of thought and observation, he surveyed Tom cr itically, the new but aging cap, the suit, and the new shoes. "Did you spen' your money for them clothe s?" he asked. "Them clothes are jus' gonna be a nuisance to ya." "They give 'em to me," said Tom. "When I come out they give 'em to me." He took off his cap and looked at it with some admira tion, then wiped his forehead with it and put it on rakishly and pulled at the visor. Pa observed, "Them's a nice-lookin' pair a shoes they give ya." "Yeah," Joad agreed. "Purty for nice, but they ain' t no shoes to go walkin' aroun' in on a hot day." He squatted beside his father. Noah said slowly, "Maybe if you got them side-boards all true on, we could load up this stuff. Load her up so m aybe if Al comes in—" "I can drive her, if that's what you want," Tom said. "I drove truck at McAlester." "Good," said Pa, and then his eyes stared down the road. "If I ain' t mistaken, there's a young smart aleck draggin' his tail home right now," he said. "Looks purty wore out, too." Tom and the preacher looked up the roa d. And randy Al, seeing he was being noticed, threw back his shoulders, and he cam e into the yard with a swaying strut like that of a rooster about to crow. Cockily, he walked close before he recognized Tom; and when he did, his boasting face change d, and admiration and veneration shone in his eyes, and his swagger fell away. His sti ff jeans, with the bottoms turned up eight inches to show his heeled boots, his three-in ch belt with copper figures on it, even the red arm bands on his blue shirt and the rakish angle of his Stetson hat could not build him up to his brother's stature; for his brot her had killed a man, and no one would ever forget it. Al knew that even he had inspired some admiration among boys of his own age because his brother had killed a man. He had heard in Sallisaw how he was pointed out: "That's Al Joad. His brother killed a fella with a shovel." And now Al, moving humbly near, saw that his brother was not a swaggerer as he had supposed. Al saw the dark brooding eyes of his brother, and the prison calm, the smooth hard face trained to indicate nothing to a prison guard, neither resistance nor slavishness. And instantly Al changed. Unc onsciously he became like his brother, and his handsome face brooded, and his shoulders relaxed. He hadn't remembered how Tom was. Tom said, "Hello. Jesus, you're growin ' like a bean! I wouldn't of knowed you." Al, his hand ready if Tom should want to shake it, grinned self-consciously. Tom stuck out his hand and Al' s hand jerked out to meet it. And there was liking between these two. "They tell me you're a good hand with a truck," said Tom. And Al, sensing that his brother would not like a boaster , said, "I don' t know nothin' much about it." Pa said, "Been smart-alecking aroun' the country. You look w ore out. Well, you got to take a load of stuff into Sallisaw to sell." Al looked at his brother Tom. "Care to ride in?" he said as casually as he could.

"No, I can't," said Tom. "I'll help aroun' here. We'll be—together on the road." Al tried to control his questi on. "Did—did you bust out?

Of jail?" "No," said Tom. "I got paroled." "Oh." And Al was a little disappointed. 9 IN THE LITTLE HOUSES the tenant people sifted their belongings and the belongings of their fa thers and of their grandfathers. Picked over their possessions for the journey to the west. The men were ruthle ss because the past had been spoiled, but the women knew how the past would cry to them in the coming days. The men went into the barns and the sheds. That plow, that harrow, remember in th e war we planted mustard ? Remember a fella wanted us to put in that rubber bush they call guayule? Get rich, he said. Bring out those tools—get a few dollars for them . Eighteen dollars for that plow, plus freight—Sears Roebuck. Harness, carts, seeders, little bundles of hoes. Bring em out. Pile 'em up. Load 'em in the wagon. Take 'em to town. Sell 'em for what you can get. Sell the team and the wagon, too. No more use for anything. Fifty cents isn't enough to get for a good plow. That seeder cost thirty-eight dollars.

Two dollars isn' t enough. Can't haul it all back—Well, take it, and a bitterness with it.

Take the well pump and the harness. Take halters, collars, hames, and tugs. Take the little glass brow-band jewels, roses red unde r glass. Got those for the bay gelding.

'Member how he lifted his feet when he trotted? Junk piled up in a yard.

Can't sell a hand plow any more. Fifty cents f or the weight of the metal. Disks and tractors, that's the stuff now. Well, take it—all junk—and give m e five dollars. You're not buying only junk, you're buying junked lives. And more—you'll see—you're buying bitterness. Buying a plow to plow your own children under, buying the arms and spirits that might have saved you. Five dollars, not four . I can't haul 'em back—Well, take 'em for four. But I warn you, you're buying what will plow your own children under. And you won't see.

You can't see. Take 'em for four. Now, what'll you give for the team and wagon?

Those fine bays, matched they are, matched in color, matched the way they walk, stride to stride. In the stiff pull—straining hams and buttocks, split-second timed together. And in the morning, the light on them, bay light. They look over the fence sniffing for us, and the stiff ears swivel to he ar us, and the black forelocks! I've got a girl. She likes to braid the manes and forelo cks, puts little red bows on them. Likes to do it. Not any more. I could tell you a funny story about that girl and that off bay.

Would make you laugh. Off horse is eight, near is ten, but might of been twin colts the way they work together. See? The teeth. S ound all over. Deep lungs. Feet fair and clean. How much? Ten dollars ? For both? And the wagon—Oh, Jesus Christ! I'd shoot 'em for dog feed first. Oh, take 'em! Take 'em quick, mister. You're buying a little girl plaiting the forelocks, taking off her hair ribbon to make bows, standing back, head cocked, rubbing the soft noses with her cheek . You're buying years of work, toil in the sun; you're buying a sorrow that can't talk. But watch it, mister. There's a premium goes with this pile of junk and the bay horse s—so beautiful—a packet of bitterness to grow in your house and to flower, some da y. We could have saved you, but you cut us down, and soon you will be cut down and there'll be none of us to save you. And the tenant men came walking back, ha nd s in their pockets, hats pulled down.

Some bought a pint and drank it fast to make the imp act hard and stunning. But they didn't laugh and they didn't dance. They didn't sing or pick the guitars. They walked back to the farms, hands in pockets and heads down, shoes kicking the red dust up.

Maybe we can start again, in the new ri ch land—in California, where the fruit grows. W e'll start over.

But you can't start. Only a baby can start. You and me—why, we're all that's been.

The anger of a m oment, the thous and pictures, that's us. This land, this red land, is us; and the flood years and the dust years and the drought years are us. We can't start again. The bitterness we sold to the junk man—he got it all right, but we have it still.

And when the owner men told us to go, that 's us; and when the tractor hit the house, that's us until we're dead. To California or any place—every one a drum major leading a parade of hurts, marching with our bi tterness. And some day—the armies of bitterness will all be going the same way. And they'll all walk together, and there'll be a dead terror from it. The tenant men scuffed home to the far ms through the red dust.

When everything that could be sold was sold, stoves and bedsteads, chairs and tables, little corner cupboard s, tubs and tanks, still there were piles of possessions; and the women sat among them, turning them over and looking off beyond and back, pictures, square glasses, and here's a vase. Now you know well what we can take and what we can' t take. We'll be camping out—a few pots to cook and wash in, and mattresses and comforts, lantern and buckets, and a piece of canvas. Use that for a tent. This kerosene can. Know what that is? That's the stove. And clothes—take all th e clothes. And—the rifle? Wouldn't go out naked of a rifle. When shoes and clothes a nd food, when even hope is gone, we'll have the rifle. When grampa came—did I tell you?—he had pepper and salt and a rifle.

Nothing else. That goes. And a bottle for wate r. That just about fills us. Right up the sides of the trailer, and the ki ds can set in the trailer, and granma on a mattress. Tools, a shovel and saw and wrench and pliers. An a x, too. We had that ax forty years. Look how she's wore down. And ropes, of course. The rest? Leave it—or burn it up. And the children came.

If Mary takes that doll, that dirty rag doll, I got to take m y Injun bow. I got to. An' this roun' stick—big as me. I might need th is stick. I had this stick so long—a month, or maybe a year. I got to take it. And what's it like in California? The women sat among the doomed things, turn ing them over and looking past them and back. This book. My father had it. He liked a book. Pilgrim's Progress. Used to read it. Got his name in it. And his pipe—sti ll smells rank. And this picture—an angel.

I looked at that before the fust three come—didn't seem to do much good. Think we could get this china dog in? A unt Sadie brought it from the St. Louis Fair. See? Wrote right on it. No, I guess not. He re's a letter my brother wrote the day before he died.

Here's an old-time hat. These feathers—neve r got to use them. No, there isn't room.

How can we live without our lives? How w ill we know it' s us without our past? No.

Leave it. Burn it. They sat and looked at it and burned it into their memories. How'll it be not to know what land' s outside the door? How if you wake up in the night and know—and know the willow tree's not there? Can you live without the willow tree? Well, no, you can't.

The willow tree is you. The pain on that ma ttress there—that dreadful pain—that's you. And the children—if Sam takes his Injun bow an' his long roun' stick, I get to take two things. I choose the fluffy pilla. That's mine. Suddenly they were nervous. Got to get out quick now. Can' t wait. We can't wait.

And they piled up the goods in the yards and set fire to them. They stood and watched them burning, and then frantical ly they loaded up the cars and drove away, drove in the dust. The dust hung in the air for a long time after the loaded cars had passed. 10 WHEN THE TRUCK had gone, loaded with implements, with heavy tools, with beds and springs, with every movable thi ng that might be sold, Tom hung around the place. He mooned into the barn shed, into the empty stalls, and he walked into the implement leanto and kicked the refuse that was left, turned a broken mower tooth with his foot. He visited places he remembered—the red bank where the swallows nested, the willow tree over the pig pen. Two shoats grunted and squirmed at him through the fence, black pigs, sunning and co mfortable. And then his pilgrimage was over, and he went to sit on the doorstep where the shade was lately fall\ en. Behind him Ma moved about in the kitchen, washing children's clothes in a bucket; and her strong freckled arms dripped soapsuds from the el bows. She stopped her rubbing when he sat down. She looked at him a long time, and at th e back of his head when he turned and stared out at the hot sunlight. And then she went back to her rubbing.

She said, "Tom, I hope things is all right in California." He turned and looked at her. "What makes you think they ain't?" he asked.

"Well—nothing. Seems too nice, kinda. I seen the han'bills fellas pass out, an' how much work they is, an' high wages an' all; an ' I seen in the paper how they want folks to come an' pick grapes an' oranges an' peaches. That'd be nice work, Tom, pickin' peaches. Even if they wouldn't let you eat none, you could maybe snitch a little ratty one sometimes. An' it'd be nice under the trees, workin' in the shade. I'm scared of stuff so nice. I ain't got faith. I'm scared somepin ain't so nice about it." Tom said, "Don't roust your faith bird-h igh an' you won't do no crawlin' with the worms." "I know that's right. That's Scripture, ain't it?" "I guess so," said Tom. "I never could k eep Scripture straight sence I read a book name The Winning of Barbara Worth ." Ma chuckled lightly and scrounged the clot hes in and out of the bucket. And she wrung out overalls and shirts, and the m uscles of her forearms corded out. "Your Pa's pa, he quoted Scripture all the time. He got it all roiled up, too. It was the Dr. Miles' Almanac he got mixed up. Used to read ever' word in that almanac out loud—letters from folks that couldn't sleep or had lame b acks. An' later he'd give them people for a lesson, an' he'd say, 'That's a par'ble from Scripture.' Your Pa an' Uncle John troubled 'im some about it when they'd laugh." She piled wrung clothes like cord wood on the table. "They say it's two thousan' miles wh ere we're goin'. How far ya think that is, Tom? I seen it on a map, big mountains like on a post card, an' we're goin' right through 'em. How long ya s'pose it'll take to go that far, Tommy?" "I dunno," he said. "Two weeks, maybe ten days if we got luck. Look, Ma, stop your worryin'. I'm a-gonna tell you somepi n about bein' in the pen. You can't go thinkin' when you're gonna be out. You'd go nuts. You got to think about that day, an' then the nex' day, about the ball game Sat'dy. That's what you got to do. Ol' timers does that. A new young fella gets buttin' his head on the cell door. He's thinkin' how long it's gonna be. Whyn't you do that? Jus' take ever' day." "That's a good way," she said, and she filled up her bucket with hot water from the stove, and she put in dirt y clothes and began punching them down into the soapy water. "Yes, that's a good way. But I like to think how nice it's gonna be, maybe, in California. Never cold. An' fruit ever'place, an' people just bein' in the nicest places, little white houses in among the orange trees. I wonder—that is, if we all get jobs an' all work—maybe we can get one of them little white houses. An' the little fellas go out an' pick oranges right off the tree. They ain' t gonna be able to stand it, they'll get to yellin' so." Tom watched her working, and his eyes smiled. "It done you good jus' thinkin' about it. I knowed a fella from California. He didn't talk like us. You'd of knowed he come from some far-off place jus' the way he talked. But he says they's too many folks lookin' for work right there now. An' he says th e folks that pick the fruit live in dirty ol' camps an' don't hardly get enough to eat. He says wages is low an' hard to get any." A shadow crossed her face. "Oh, that ain't s o," she said.

"Your father got a han'bill on yella paper, tellin' how they need folks to work. They wouldn't go to that trouble if they wasn't plenty work. Costs 'em good mone y to get them han'bills out. What'd they want ta lie for, an' co stin' 'em money to lie?" Tom shook his head. "I don't know, Ma. It's kinda hard to think why they done it.

Maybe—" He looked out at the hot sun, shining on the red earth.

"Maybe what?" "Maybe it's nice, like you says. Where'd Grampa go? Where'd the preacher go?" Ma was going out of the house, her arms loaded high with the clothes. Tom moved aside to let her pass. "Preach er says he' s gonna walk aroun'. Grampa's asleep here in the house. He comes in here in the day an' lays down some times." She walked to the line and began to drape pale blue jeans a nd blue shirts and long gray underwear over the wire. Behind him Tom heard a shuffling step, and he turned to look in. Grampa was em erging from the bedroom, and as in the mo rning, he fumbled with the buttons of his fly. "I heerd talkin'," he said. "Sons-a-bitc hes won't let a ol' fella sleep. When you bastards get dry behin' the ears, you'll maybe learn to let a ol' fella sleep." His furious fingers managed to flip open the only two buttons on his fly that had been buttone\ d.

And his hand forgot what it had been trying to do. His hand reached in and contentedly scratched under the testicles. Ma came in with wet hands, and her palms puckered and bloated from hot water and soap. "Thought you was sleepin'. Here, let me button you up." And though he struggled, she held him and buttoned his underwear and his shirt and his fly. "You go aroun' a sight," she said, and let him go. And he spluttered angrily, "Fella's co m e to a nice—to a nice—when somebody buttons 'em. I want ta be le t be to button my own pants." Ma said playfully, "They don't let people run aroun' with their clothes unbutton' in California." "They don't, hey! Well, I'll show 'em. They think they' re gonna show me how to act out there? Why, I'll go aroun' a-hangin' out if I wanta!" Ma said, "Seems like his language gets worse ever' year. Showin' off, I guess." The old man thrust out his bristly chin, a nd he regarded Ma with his shrewd, m ean, merry eyes. "Well, sir," he said, "we'll be a-startin' 'fore long now. An', by God, they's grapes out there, just a-hangin' over inta the road. Know what I'm a-gonna do? I'm gonna pick me a wash tub full a grapes, an' I'm gonna set in 'em, an' scrooge aroun', an' let the juice run down my pants." Tom laughed. "By God, if he lives to be two hundred you never will get Gram pa house broke," he said. "You're a ll set on goin', ain't you, Grampa?" The old man pulled out a box and sat down he avily on it. "Yes, sir," he said. "An' goddam n near time, too. My brother went on out there forty years ago. Never did hear nothin' about him. Sneaky son-of-a-bitch, he was. Nobody loved him. Run off with a single-action Colt of mine. If I ever run across him or his kids, if he got any out in California, I'll ask 'em for that Colt. But if I know 'im, an' he got any kids, he cuckoo'd 'em, an' somebody else is a-raisin' 'em. I sure will be glad to get ou t there. Got a feelin' it'll make a new fella outa me. Go right to work in the fruit." Ma nodded. "He means it, too," she said. "W orked right up to three months ago, when he throwed his hip out the last tim e." "Damn right," said Grampa.

Tom looked outward from his seat on th e doorstep. "Here com es that preacher, walkin' aroun' from the back side a the barn." Ma said, "Curiousest grace I ever heerd, that he give this mornin'. Wasn't hardly no grace at all. Jus' talkin', but th e sound of it was like a grace." "He's a funny fella," said Tom. "Talks funny all the tim e. Seems like he's talkin' to hisself, though. He ain't tryi n' to put nothin' over." "Watch the look in his eye," said Ma. "H e looks baptized. Got that look they cal l lookin' through. He sure looks baptized. An' a-walkin' with his head down, a-starin' at nothin' on the groun'. There is a man that's baptized." And she was silent, for Casy had drawn near the door. "You gonna get sun-shook, walkin' around like that," said Tom.

Casy said, "Well, yeah—maybe." He appealed to them all suddenly, to Ma and Gram pa and Tom. "I got to get goin' west. I got to go. I wonder if I kin go along with you folks." And then he stood, embarrassed by his own speech. Ma looked to Tom to speak, because he was a man, but Tom did not speak. She let him have the chance that was his right, and then she said, "Why, we'd be proud to have you. 'Course I can't say right now; Pa says a ll the men'll talk tonight and figger when we gonna start. I guess maybe we better not say till all the men come. John an' Pa an' Noah an' Tom an' Grampa an' Al an' Connie, they're gonna figger soon's they get back.

But if they's room I'm pretty sure we'll be proud to have ya." The preacher sighed. "I'll go anyways," he said. "Som epin's happening. I went up an' I looked, an' the houses is all empty, an' the lan' is empty, an' this whole country is empty. I can't stay here no more. I got to go where the folks is goin'. I'll work in the fiel's, an' maybe I'll be happy." "An' you ain't gonna preach?" Tom asked.

"I ain't gonna preach." "An' you ain't gonna baptize?" Ma asked.

"I ain't gonna baptize. I'm gonna work in the fiel' s, in the green fiel's, an' I'm gonna be near to folks. I ain't gonna try to teach 'em nothin'. I'm gonna try to learn. Gonna learn why the folks walks in the grass, gonna hear 'em talk, gonna hear 'em sing.

Gonna listen to kids eatin' mush. Gonna hear husban' an' wife a-poundin' the mattress in the night. Gonna eat with 'em an' learn." His eyes were wet and shining. "Gonna lay in the grass, open an' honest with anybody that'll have me. Gonna cuss an' swear an' hear the poetry of folks talkin'. All that's holy, all that's what I didn't understan'. All them things is the good things." The preacher sat humbly down on the choppi ng block beside the door. "I wonder what they is for a fella so lonely." Tom coughed delicately. "For a fella that don' t preach no more—" he began.

"Oh, I'm a talker!" said Casy. "No gettin' away from that. But I ain't preachin'.

Preachin' is tellin' folks stuff. I'm askin' 'em. That ain't preachin', is it?" "I don' know," said Tom. "Preachin's a kinda tone a voice, an' preachin's a way a lookin' at things. Preachin's bein' good to folks when they wanna kill ya for it. Las' Christmus in McAlester, Salvation Army come an' done us good. Three solid hours a cornet music, an' we set there. They was bein ' nice to us. But if one of us tried to walk out, we'd a-drawed solitary. That's preachi n. Doin' good to a fella that's down an' can't smack ya in the puss for it. No, you ain't no preacher. But don't you blow no cornets aroun' here." Ma threw some sticks into the stove. "I ' ll get you a bite now, but it ain't much." Grampa brought his box outside and sat on it and leaned against the wall, and Tom and Casy leaned back against the house wall. And the shadow of the after\ noon m oved out from the house.

In the late afternoon the truck came back, bumping and rattling through the dust, and there was a layer of dust in the bed, and the hood was c overed with dust, and the headlights were obscured with a red flour. The sun was setting when the truck came back, and the earth was bloody in its setting light. Al sat bent over the wheel, proud and serious and efficient, and Pa and Uncle John, as befitted the heads of the clan, had the honor seats beside the driver. Standing in the truck bed, holding onto the bars of the sides, rode the others, twelve-year-old Ruth ie and ten-year-old Winfield, grime-faced and wild, their eyes tired but excited, their fingers and the edges of their mouths black and sticky from licorice whips, whined out of their father in town. Ruthie, dressed in a real dress of pink muslin that came below her knees, was a little serious in her young- ladiness. But Winfield was stil l a trifle of a snot-nose, a little of a brooder back of the barn, and an inveterate collector and smoke r of snipes. And whereas Ruthie felt the might, the responsibility, and the dignity of her developing breasts, Winfield was kid- wild and calfish. Beside them, clinging ligh tly to the bars, stood Rose of Sharon, and she balanced, swaying on the balls of her f eet, and took up the road shock in her knees and hams. For Rose of Sharon was pregna nt and careful. Her hair, braided and wrapped around her head, made an ash-blond crown. Her round soft face, which had been voluptuous and inviting a few months ago, had already put on the barrier of pregnancy, the self-sufficient smile, th e knowing perfection-look; and her plump body—full soft breasts and stomach, hard hips and buttocks that had swung so freely and provocatively as to invite slapping and stroking—her whole body had become demure and serious. Her whole thought and action were directed inward on the baby.

She balanced on her toes now, for the baby's sake. And the world was pregnant to her; she thought only in terms of reproduction and of motherhood. Connie, her nineteen- year-old husband, who had married a plump, passionate ho yden, was still frightened and bewildered at the change in her; for there were no more cat fights in bed, biting and scratching with muffled giggles and fi nal tears. There was a balanced, careful, wise creature who smiled shyly but very firm ly at him. Connie was proud and fearful of Rose of Sharon. Whenever he could, he put a hand on her or stood close, so that his body touched her at hip and shoulde r, and he felt that this kept a relation that might be departing. He was a sharp-faced, lean young ma n of a Texas strain, and his pale blue eyes were sometimes dangerous and sometim es kindly, and sometimes frightened. He was a good hard worker and would ma ke a good husband. He drank enough, but not too much; fought when it was required of him; and never boasted. He sat quietly in a gathering and yet managed to be there and to be recognized.

Had he not been fifty years old, and so one of the natural rulers of the fam ily, Uncle John would have preferred not to sit in th e honor place beside the driver. He would have liked Rose of Sharon to sit there. This was impossible, because she was young and a woman. But Uncle John sat uneasily, his lonely haunted eyes were not at ease, and his thin strong body was not relaxed. Nearly all the time the barrier of loneliness cut Uncle John off from people and from a ppetites. He ate little, drank nothing, and was celibate. But underneath, his appetites swelled into pressures until they broke through. Then he would eat of some craved food until he was sick; or he would drink jake or whisky until he was a shaken paraly tic with red wet eyes; or he would raven with lust for some whore in Sallisaw. It wa s told of him that once he went clear to Shawnee and hired three w hores in one bed, and snorted and rutted on their unresponsive bodies for an hour. But when one of his appetites was sated, he was sad and ashamed and lonely again. He hid from pe ople, and by gifts tried to make up to all people for himself. Then he crept into houses and left gum under pillows for children; then he cut wood and took no pay. Then he gave away any possession he might have: a saddle, a horse, a new pair of shoes. One could not talk to him then, for he ran away, or if confronted hid within himself and peeked out of frightened eyes. The death of his wife, followed by months of being alone, ha d marked him with guilt and shame and had left an unbreaking loneliness on him. Bu t there were things he could not escape.

Being one of the heads of the family, he had to govern; and now he had to sit on the honor seat beside the driver. The three men on the seat were glum as they drove toward hom e over the dusty road. Al, bending over the wheel, kept shifting eyes from the road to the instrument panel, watching the ammeter needle, which je rked suspiciously, watching the oil gauge and the heat indicator. And his mind wa s cataloguing weak points and suspicious things about the car. He listened to the whin e, which might be the rear end, dry; and he listened to tappets lifting and falling. He kept his hand on the gear lever, feeling the turning gears through it. And he had let the clutch out against the brake to test for slipping clutch plates. He might be a musking goat sometimes, but this was his responsibility, this truck, its running, and its maintenance. If something went wrong it would be his fault, and while no one would say it, everyone, and Al most of all, would know it was his fault. And so he felt it, watched it, and listened to it. And his face was serious and responsible. And everyone respected him and his responsibility. Even Pa, who was the leader, would hold a wr ench and take orders from Al.

They were all tired on the truck. Ruthie and W infield were tired from seeing too much movement, too many faces, from fighting to get licorice whips; tired from the excitement of having Uncle John secretly slip gum into their pockets. And the men in the seat were tired and angry and sad, for they had got eighteen dollars for every movable thing from the farm: the horses, the wagon, the implements, and all the furniture from the house. Eight een dollars. They had assailed the buyer, argued; but they were routed when his interest seemed to flag and he had told them he didn't want the stuff at any price. Then th ey were beaten, believed him, and took two dollars less than he had first offered. And now they were weary and frightened because they had gone against a system they did not understand and it had beaten them. They knew the team and the wagon were worth much more. They knew the buyer man would get much more, but they didn't know how to do it. Merchandising was a secret to them. Al, his eyes darting from road to panel boar d, said, "That fella, he ain' t a local fella.

Didn' talk like a local fella . Clothes was different, too." And Pa explained, "When I was in the hard ware store I talked to som e men I know.

They say there's fellas comin' in jus' to buy up the stuff us fellas got to sell when we get out. They say these new fellas is clean ing up. But there ain't nothin' we can do about it. Maybe Tommy should of went . Maybe he could of did better." John said, "But the fella wasn't gonna take it at all. W e couldn't haul it back." "These men I know told about that," said Pa. "Said the buyer fellas always done that. Scairt folks that w ay. We jus' don't know how to go about stuff like that. Ma's gonna be disappointed. She'll be mad an' disappointed." Al said, "When ya think we're gonna go, Pa?" "I dunno. We'll talk her over tonight an' decide. I'm sure glad Tom's back. That makes me feel good. Tom's a good boy." Al said, "Pa, some fellas was talkin' about To m , an' they says he's parole'. An' they says that means he can't go outside the State, or if he goes, an' they catch him, they send 'im back for three years." Pa looked startled. "They said that? Seem like fellas that knowed? Not jus' blowin' off?" "I don't know," said Al. "They was just a-ta lkin' there, an' I didn't let on he's my brother. I jus' stood an' took it in." Pa said, "Jesus Christ, I hope that ain' t true! We need Tom. I'll ask 'im about that.

We got trouble enough without they chase the he ll out of us. I hope it ain't true. We got to talk that out in the open." Uncle John said, "Tom, he'll know." They fell silent while the truck battered along. The engine was noisy, f ull of little clashings, and the brake rods banged. Ther e was a wooden creaking from the wheels, and a thin jet of steam escaped through a hole in the top of the radiator cap. The truck pulled a high whirling column of red dust behind it. They rumbled up the last little rise while the sun was still half-face above th e horizon, and they bore down on the house as it disappeared. The brakes squealed when they stopped, and the sound printed in Al's head—no lining left. Ruthie and Winfield climbed yelling over the side walls and dropped to the ground.

They shouted, "W here is he? Where's Tom? " And then they saw him standing beside the door, and they stopped, embarrassed, and walked slowly toward him and looked shyly at him. And when he said, "Hello, how you kids doin' ?" they replied softly, "Hello! All right." And they stood apart and watched him secretly, the great brother who had killed a man and been in prison. They remembered how they had played prison in the chicken coop and fought for the right to be prisoner. Connie Rivers lifted the high tail-gate out of the truck and got down and helped Rose of Sharon to th e ground; and she accepted it nobly, smiling her wise, self- satisfied smile, mouth tipped at the corners a li ttle fatuously.

Tom said, "Why, it Rosasharn. I didn't know you was comin' with them." "We was walkin'," she said. "The truck co m e by an' picked us up." And then she said, "This is Connie, my husband." And she was grand, saying it. The two shook hands, sizing each other up, looking deeply into each other; and in a mom ent each was satisfied, and Tom said, "Well, I see you been busy." She looked down. "You do not see, not yet." "Pa tol' me. When's it gonna be?" "Oh, not for a long time! Not till nex' winter." Tom laughed. "Gonna get 'im bore in a oran ge ranch, huh? In one a them white houses with orange trees all aroun'." Rose of Sharon felt her stomach with bot h her hands. "You do not see," she said, and she sm iled her complacent smile and went into the house. The evening was hot, and the thrust of light still flowed up from the western horizon. And without any signal the family gathered by the truck, and the c ongress, the family government, went into session. The film of evening light made the red ear th lucent, so th at its dimensions were deepened, so that a stone, a post, a building had greater depth and more solidity than in the daytime light; and these objects were curiously more individual—a post was more essentially a post, set off from the earth it stood in and the field of corn it stood out against. All plants were individuals, not the mass of crop; and the ragged willow tree was itself, standing free of all other willo w trees. The earth contributed a light to the evening. The front of the gray, paintless hous e, facing the west, was luminous as the moon is. The gray dusty truck, in the yard before the door, stood out magically in this light, in the overdrawn perspective of a stereopticon. The people too were changed in the evening, quieted. They seemed to be a part of an organization of the unconscious. They obeyed im pulses which registered only faintly in their thinking minds. Their eyes were inward and quiet, and their eyes, too, were lucent in the eveni ng, lucent in dusty faces.

The family met at the most important place, near the truck. The house was dead, and the fields were dead; but this truck wa s the active thing, the living principle. The ancient Hudson, with bent and scarred radiator screen, with grease in dusty globules at the worn edge of every movi ng part, with hub caps gone an d caps of red dust in their places—this was the new hearth, the living center of the family; half passenger