Hello, I am looking for someone to write an essay on Understanding my Sexuality. It needs to be at least 1250 words.For those who are in the helping professions, it is important for them to be self-aw

Hello, I am looking for someone to write an essay on Understanding my Sexuality. It needs to be at least 1250 words.

For those who are in the helping professions, it is important for them to be self-aware. This paper now seeks to assist me in looking into my sexuality and the development of my sexual values. Its overall goal is to help me gain awareness of my sexuality, sexual development and sexual values and how such values were obtained. This paper is being carried out in order to establish a clear and comprehensive understanding of sexuality as it applies to my situation and personal understanding. I grew up in a conventional family set-up with one set of parents, and siblings – one brother and one sister, myself being the middle child. I was closest to my older brother who was my greatest confidante, but I was also close to my mother. My sister was closest to my parents. For the most part however, we were more or less tightly knit as a family unit. Our parents showed affection to their children through hugs, pats on our backs, kisses, and with words like, “good job,” “I love you,” “I miss you,” “be careful,” and similar phrases. We showed our affection to our parents by telling them we loved them and giving them hugs and kisses. No emotions were censored in our homes as we were encouraged to be affectionate with each other and also to openly express our anger, disappointment, embarrassment, and fears. Our parents resolved their arguments by talking with each other. First they would argue loudly about an issue and then would not talk to each other at all. This would go on for days, and then one of them would bring the issue up. Eventually, they often just agree to compromise or to come to a more agreeable resolution of the issue. Arguments among us siblings are often not as easily resolved as we would also argue loudly first and then not talk to each other for days. Eventually, after days, even weeks of cold-shouldering each other, we end up talking with each other, but not about the issue at all. In this way, some of the issues do not get resolved at all. With our parents, we usually end up just following their rules and their decisions on issues even if we do not agree with their decisions. We trust their judgment on most matters and we trust that even if we do not agree with their decisions that these are for our future benefit. My parents’ marriage is enduring. It is also full of compromise and is very much open to communication. When we were growing up, we would hear our parents argue all the time and these arguments mostly revolved around financial aspects, household chores, and matters related to our discipline and rearing. But we noted how they eventually tried their best to resolve their issues as soon as possible and how they were considerate of each other’s feelings on the issues. They were very affectionate with each other as we often saw them kiss, hug, and hold hands. They both liked the same music and same books, but they often did not agree with movies to watch as my father went more for war and western movies and our mother favored dramas and comedies. My father was also very much into sports and my mother liked going shopping. These interests were subjects of their arguments when we were growing up, but they eventually agreed to allow each other atleast one time a week to explore their separate interests. I realized I was a boy when I was in my first grade when we were grouped as boys and girls.