I am just a student who trying to pass my class.I am not rich like that there is no way in the word i will afford that much after I payed $39 to be...

Wow! I am just a student who trying to pass my class.I am not rich like that there is no way in the word i will afford that much after I payed $39 to be a member. I never know this how hero work I would never had sing up for it. $40 it lot of money for me . I am a single mom who are trying to make something happen in my life , but I guess everything cost money now days. If you are a expert like they say it will take you no time to help me with this question. can you please help me with the $9 it all i have at this point. thank you